grayson dolan imagines

love..

"love is an act of surrender to another person.."

"I'm not ready to give myself up just yet.."

"Y/N.. I think I love you" he said to me, eyes full of truth. I froze, I was scared. he can't love me, I'm not ready to be loved, and loving someone is terrifying.. am I ready? is he ready? what if he just thinks he loves me? what happens after this? what's gonna happen to us?

"grayson.." I looked at him, his eyes filled with sadness.. he looked down.

no, don't be sad. It's me, I'm scared. am I ready to give myself up so easily to you?

"no, It's fine.. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up.. my bad" he said, choking back tears. he walked away, head hanging low. what have I done?

after all the times he's been there for me, after all the amazing memories.. the little moments, the big moments. he's always been there.. it's always been him. the reason I laugh till I can't breathe, till I have tears running down my face, he's why I'm so happy.

I can't let him walk away.

"love is an act of surrender to another person.."

"wait!" I call out, chasing after him. he stopped, but didn't look back. "I-I just.. needed to process, I love you too" I said softly, hoping he would turn around.

after a few agonizing silent seconds, he slowly turns to me and lifts his head up. he smiles. he cries. he opens his arms. warm..

"I give myself to you"

kind of all over the place.. sorry but I hope someone likes it