Love between two worlds

Feelings...

Ryan POV

Sex with Dee was everything I expected plus more, I feel like I'm on cloud nine everything about her is the perfect high for me

I turn over towards the bright sun shining in and Dee is still sleep she's just so beautiful

I take a few moments to point out her features

Her chiseled jaw line is very attractive and fits so perfectly to her body

Her long eye lashes which makes her more feminine

Her dark almond skin is so clear

I look lower to examine her body and my eyes go right to her titties

I couldn't help but touch them their so perfect

I lick my thumb and index finger and slowly rub Her nipples

"Mhmm stop Ryan" she says and turns back over

I pout and think of everything that happened lastnight

She was so drunk she wouldn't even remember her about to beat Red ass

I'm brought out of my thoughts when I feel long warm arms wrapped around my body

Her body is to perfection I wonder would she let me strap her I just can imagine her nice sculpted body bouncing up and down on my strap laawwwdddd take the wheel

I turn over to face her and to find out she is wide awake looking at me

Nothing can ruin this perfect moment with her, as I stare more and more I get so lost in those big brown orbs and her wavy eye lashes that sway slowly back and forth

"She will know all your secrets, and will use them against you because your a weak pathetic bitch that needs a fucking backbone" the voice in my head tells me

I'm sure she knows that I'm schizophrenic I can see the worry all over her face but the question is

Does she really know?

"What's wrong baby" Dee asks with concern in her big beautiful brown eyes

"Uhh nothing, why don't you get up and ready for work I'm going to take a shower" I said while rushing out of the bed

Idk is she will accept me even if I do have a condition when she finds out will she still love me?

"Why don't we take a shower together?" Dee asked getting up and coming towards me

She wrapped her warm body around mines and gave me little pecks on my neck

"Mhmm" I moaned because she was turning me on but now is not the time

"I want your pussy in my mouth so let's go fuck in the shower" Dee said biting her lip while pulling me towards the shower

I didn't budge at first because what if I'm right about her? What if she is going to use my secrets against me for her benefit