Love between two worlds

The Right Words...

Dee POV

She can't find out and she won't..

It's like something came over me and forced me to run away from Ryan and everything else..

Ryan can't know about my past but I can't lie to her either..

She is the women I love and I won't let anything jeopardize what we have going on..

But sooner or later she will find out the truth along with everyone else I just can't be around when they do..
I'm thinking so irrational right now

My past is more complicated then anyone could imagine..

*Ring Ring*

"Hey wassup Dee" Tay said in a cheery mood

"Tay she asked about my past what do I say? What do I do? Do you think she is going to find out and stop loving me?" I said pacing the apartment floors

"Woah woah calm down, what do you mean she asked about your past? Do you think she already know?" Tay asked me

"I'm not sure but she can't find out, not like this" I said still pacing back and forth

*Ring Ring*

The phone kept ringing and it was Ryan..

"Tay she keeps calling what do I do?" I said as I sat down and took my shoes off

"Listen, every time a female asks about your childhood or past life you need to be an adult and admit your feelings and thoughts about how you feel, shiid go see a therapist hell" Tay said as she was stuffing her face with popcorn

"Maybe your right, I should go see a therapist" I stated, just even thinking about opening up to a complete stranger is fucking ridiculous where I'm from we don't do shit like that, you just gotta deal the card life hands you

My old life was far from perfect, being a trained assassin I had to leave to get my life in order..

That shit hard asf to just open up to random mfs, I would lie and say my whole life was completely different but I don't want to be dis honest with her..

I see myself marrying this women like actually seeing her in my life forever..

1 week later Monday, 8:34am

I had on my red suit with a black tie and black shoes

I've decided throughout the night that I can't lose Ryan, she is the one for me no matter what I've been through in my past I know this women is my future..
I have to tell her and open up about my past or she will walk out my life and I can't have that because I will spend everyday for the rest of my life trying to get this women back not on no stalker type shit....alright just a lil bit tho

I walked into the office and everybody was staring at me, mfs just don't know how to mind their own fucking business but oh well, I'm not signing their paychecks Ryan is.

I walked into me and Ryan's joint office and there she was, stressed out, and keeping it all together but nevertheless just as beautiful. I think this is what I admire the most about her, how strong she is as an individual but I'm dreading having to tell anyone this but it be done. I'd rather Ryan finding out about it from me first then anyone else.

When she heard the door close her head snapped towards me and I instantly felt bad because I could read her emotions all
Over her face

She is pissed..

We stared at each other for what seemed like forever

Until she finally broke the silence

"Why are you here?" She said in a low whisper but never once taking her eyes off me as she gets up from her chair and moves towards the edge of the table

"I guess I have some explaining to do" sometimes I wonder wtf be coming outta my Mouth, nigga of course you got explaining to do just fucking dumb..

"YOU THINk so?.." she asked and I can tell she tryna keep herself from coming cross my head with that fucking laptop cause she got one hell of a grip on dat bitch..

"Yes I just needed time to gather my thoughts, but you can put down the laptop babe" I said backing away cause she was coming closer to me

Ryan is 5'2 give or take an inch and she is smaller then me body wise, but she scare the fuck outta me cause I never know what she going to do next.

"First off DON'T TELL ME WHAT TF FUCKK TO DO" she yelled and threw the fucking laptop at me

Fucking Aries...

They always act crazy before being reasonable and I have definitely learned that from Ryan..

I ducked and the laptop hit the wall behind me just great!

"You paying for dat shit too fuck Nigga" she said as she went to grab MORE! expensive shit to throw

Ryan is so fucking sexy right now, like I love when she mad and we just fuck but before we get to fucking I gotta explain this shit to her. I see my future being with Ryan no matter if she doesn't see her worth I do. She's meant to be a wife

My wife..

"That's fine but maybe throw a pencil or something babe ahaha" I chuckled saying which seemed to piss her off even more I can't just shut the fuck up sometimes like damn!!!!

"Ima fucking beat yo ass nigga" she ran towards me and was throwing straight shots at me, I'm 6'2 I can easily take her lil ass down but I'll let her have her moment..

"WHAT THE FUCK! YOU NOT GOING TO JUST WALK OUT ON ME??!!??"she yelled..

I blocked most of the hits but she got my ass with a left hook damn..

"Baby listen" I said Trying to restrain her from hitting me, while we was all over the desk clothes completely a mess now and looking crazy as hell!
Lordddd I wouldn't do this with no one else I think I truly love her.

" NO YOU FUCKING LISTEN! IM PREGNANT"

Hey y'all I know this chapter kinda short, but I'm going to input Ryan's pov in the next chapter. I threw a lil curveball for y'all

But lately I've been EXTREMELY BUSY! so bare with me and these chapters I will have them coming back to back for y'all just give me a lil time for my school work. I haven't forgot about y'all! If y'all want an update on a book (for future reference) just HMU and ask because I be thinking y'all forget! But yes I hope you guys enjoy!!!!!

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