Dirty Little Secrete

04 BOOK THREE

|| Kharisma ||

I was woke to a heavy feeling on my chest
I looked down and froze up seeing Dave's arm wrapped around me .

He was asleep on me .

Harlem was naked sprawled out next to him ..

I'll fuck him up if he pee in my bed . My thoughts was cut short when Dave rushed up , holding his mouth .

I noticed he was finna throw up and rushed him to the bathroom .

I plugged my nose as he released himself . I've never seen him this drunk before it's sad .

I had no mouthwash so I offered him a tooth brush

He weakly brushed his teeth as I ran a rag under hot water ..

He made his way back to my bed room floor and I knelt besides him placing the rag over his forehead .

I grabbed a bottle of water from my night stand and made him drink it .

After wards he laid his head on my lap . I just rubbed his face as he closed his eyes apologizing to me over and over .

Me - it's okay David

I rather him be here then somewhere unsafe . Right now he's a target . He can barely stand and got all this money and his chains on him .

Dave - I remember the night I took Harlem home . You know I love him more than myself he expressed his love for my baby

Me - I know I continued rubbing his face just for comfort . I knew he felt horrible

Dave - I loved you too .. before you hurt me

Me - Dave please stop

Dave - you know you hurt me . We was supposed to be together .. one happy family

Me - David everything don't always go as planned . I grabbed a pillow and placed it under his head

Dave - Kharisma lay with me he groaned

Me - I have a man .. you have a girl ... I shouldn't

Dave - I laid with you had a boyfrie-

Me - you damn near have a wife I wasn't finna entertain him

Dave - you should have been my wife he mumbled and that's where I decided to let him be ..

I want him gone out my house .

I got up and put Harlem on some clothes before climbing next to him .

A few hours later it was 9 am and Dave was gone

I could tell he didn't leave to long ago because Harlem was laid on his back

I sighed thinking about Dave and what he said to me .

I don't hate him .

Apart of me feel like he think I hate him .

|| Dave ||

I woke up with a huge headache and left Kharisma house .

I sat on the plane irritated at the fact I got drunk and went to her .

She should have been the last fucking person I thought about turning to .

I know she hates me .

I ran my hand down my face as I became lost in my thoughts .

I'm a grown ass man .. she's a little ass girl and I just need to leave her alone .

She just turned 20 , im 25 .

If it's not about my kid I shouldn't be contacting her . It's time for me to move on in life with Brianna .