It's been awhile , I apologize ... I don't have the passion or time to write like I used to .. I was soo young writing these stories . I also just graduated college !
P.S if you've made it this far and have left harsh comments about punctuation , story plot whatever you are critiquing a 6th grader's work 💀 Ive graduated college and understand a lot of changes can be made ! Ive taken most of my books down due to that but there's many people who message me daily upset that Ive removed books sooo I decided to keep a few up .
||Kharisma ||
she might be dead in the morning
I reread the last message Dave sent me again
and scrunched my face up confused . I haven't heard from him since I gave him my condolences .Im not even gon lie . it was weird to me how Brianna was on live straight after miscarrying her child .
My mind wouldnt have even been thinking about social media , I probably would have been having a panic attack .
their son was 7 months old .
He literally could have survived outside of the womb.
I couldn't even imagine how Dave felt . His fiance just lost his son .
I know he was looking forward to her baby , Dave love kids .
He love Harlem like his own but , that would have been his blood son .
Kairi - Mommy where is daddy ?
I placed my phone on the counter and looked up at her
Kairi was 5 and so smart .
Me - He's taking care of business baby
Kairi - I wish we lived here and not so far from you . I be missing you and my brother so much
I grabbed her up in my arms and kissed her
I know the back and fourth is stressful for herKairi - I wanna live with you and not Brianna she mumbled
Me - Do she be mean to you ?
I couldn't understand why she didn't like her . I didnt know much about Brianna but I know for a fact Dave wouldnt have anyone around his children that was mistreating them
I know she wasnt around Harlem much but im grateful she was around to care for him when Dave needed her too .
Kairi - No ... She just isnt my mommy . I wanna be with you and my brother she said sternly and I nodded
Me - do you remember your other mommy ?
Kairi was so young but it killed me when I wondered if she remembered MiaKairi - my other mommy ? she scrunched her face up before telling me yes
Kairi - I think so
me - go get Harlem we gotta go I said redirecting the conversation and she ran off
I ended up taking Kairi and Harlem over my grandmas house while I headed to work
||Dave||
I sat in my kitchen as I smoked a wood
I watched as smoke clouded the room
I heard Brianna clear her throat behind me and took another dragSmoke filled my lungs and I held it in
Brianna - so this is it ?
I said nothing as she sat a bag down
brianna - David ! she screamed
How dare this hoe say my real name
once again I said nothing to her
Brianna - You havent even spoke to me since our baby died ! what did I do ? she cried as tears ran down her face .
This facade she was putting on was intriguing to me .
I ashed the wood then placed it in the ashtray to go out by itself , so that way it wouldn't get messed up .
In the hospital , 2 days ago that was the last time I spoke to her .
I said nothing about knowing she killed her baby or how it wasnt mines because I wanted to find who was fucking my bitch knowing she was mines.
I also just didn't have the energy to play with her . I came to the realization that I was done with bitches .
Mia ended with me killing her , the way I was heading with Brianna it seemed as if she was gonna end up the same way along with her mans.
Im officially done with love from women . All the women I love keep hurting me, shit even my mama.
Shit even Kharisma
This situation with Brianna just got me numb, ion even give a fuck.
I don't even give a fuck forreal
Brianna - Your supposed to be my husband she cried were getting married .
Me - Brianna get that out of your fucking head and I want all of your shit out my house by tonight .
With that I walked off and out of the house
when I got into my car I powered my phone up for the first time since the hospital and it just started going crazy with notifications
The notification that caught my attention was a text message saying Dee got shot .
I instantly put my car in reverse and called my aunty
Aunty - David she cried
Me - Tete please tell me he okay I begged her tone of voice made me anxious
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Hi ! I hope yall all been well !! I've definitely been seeing yall requests to update . I was literally in middle school writing these books and now that Im older the story plot just seem childish 😭 I really want to start back writing but maybe with new stories .( Updated pic of me .... How many of yall been here from the beginning when I was like 12 ?🤔 Im almost 21 now . )
I really appreciate every one of yall for still rocking with me and reading my books . As A kid in middle school writing for fun , hitting million of reads did not even seem possible ♥️
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Dirty Little Secrete
FanfictionKharisma's just an abused , neglected little girl who wants to be loved . Her mama abandoned her , leaving her to feen for herself . What happens when she has no other choice but to turn to Dave East , the local drug dealer . This is a series ( 3 bo...