yaar you guys
i really don't like myself
and
i hate my emotions
and
i want to do the spicy sleep forever
but
i shall not becos i'm strong
but
i don't know how strong i can remain
and
i'm kind of upset
but
i guess it's okay
i'm supposed to be okay
right?
i (most likely) failed my add maths test
and
i'm a sed boy
even though i have
no reason to be sad
i just am
which makes no sense and is stupid
feelings and emotions are shit
yep it's that stage of my life i'm sorry for making you go through this a third time
anyway
i got cast in the school play so i'm really excited for that!!!
but otherwise i don't have much going for me except loving friends
school stress is a lot
the guy i like is
yeah no let's not talk about that
home stress is also a lot due to school stress
i miss my sister
i should sleep
goodnight
