Loving the Enemy

29-Olivia

Song- Daddy issues

Dear someone,

I hate you.

As the days passed one by one it felt as though I was the only one who was still stuck in the same place, on the same day, with the same words ringing in my head.

Truth is no one really likes being hated, sure it's easier that way, you don't have to really worry about getting hurt by the people that you love at least, doesn't make is suck any less though. Here's something I don't like openly admitting, I never told my mother or any authority figure about the abuse Kyle's put me through over the years for one real reason and one real reason only: because I knew deep down he probably was being abused to.

It did shock me when Madeline came crying to my house for me to call the police, but it didn't shock me when I found out the reason why was because Kyle and his dad got into a physical fight.

Kyle ran away before the police came and no ones seen him since, that was a week ago. Madelines dad told the police that Kyle must have been taking drugs because he just attacked him out of know where and when they searched Kyle's locker they found a bottle of unprescribed Xanax so that was all the proof they needed. Madeline even said Kyle had been acting strange and distant lately so that was enough evidence for the police to stop giving a fuck, plus Kyle's going to be 18 soon so it isn't like there going to file a missing person report.

Madeline asked to spend a few night over at my house but when my mother came home late at night and saw Madeline sitting in our living room she froze like a deer in headlights and dropped and shattered her phone. She wouldn't stop staring at Madeline and then me back and forth. She immediately told her to leave and to never come back and told her family to stay away from ours that her dad and my mom had a agreement. It was the most bazar day of my life and my mother refused to talk about it after.

I know she's hiding something and it scares me, but I can't even focus on that or school or Madeline because Kyle's gone.
And everything just feels wrong.

Tyler's called me non stop since the incident but I can't bring myself to answer, I can't bring myself to feel anything.

I'm too young to be this sad all the damn time.

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