Loving the Enemy

the end- Kyle

Dear no one
It's all coming down from here.
Kyle.

  I never wanted the world, I
just wanted to feel like there was a place for me in it,the thing is the more I live the more I know, that there may never be.

I like feeling nothing. All my life my emotions have always been painfully loud but now they're silent. That buzzing that's been in the back of my mind for as long as I can remember is finally gone and that burden I've been carrying on my back has not only lifted its transferred to someone who actually deserves it, Madeline's father. He has no choice but to tell her the truth now.
I've been staying at my coaches house and if the authorities found out he'd probably be under serious shit but he's always looked out for his best players.

I haven't be going to school however and i honestly don't know how long im going to be able to keep this up.

But i do know that regardless to what happens next i will always be seen as the bad guy and truly it's not that bad. Im okay with it it makes sense, soon ill be on a plane out of state to go to university and none of this will even matter.

But before i go there is a few letters that i feel like i need to write

First to Olivia:

Dear Olive,

I hate you. I hate that you were born and that your human and have a face. I hate that you live next door to me and I hate that I can't sleep at night because the thought of you has forever left a vivid image creased in the back of my mind. And most of all, I hate that you hate me.

Hate,

      Everest

Next to Madeline,

Dear Maddie,

I'm sorry I was a coward.

Dear, Mr Green

fuck you.

I've never been really good with my words so i opt for honesty i left them for my coach to deliver them off and honesty for once in my life i truly feel like everything is coming into place and i might be leaving the town i practically set off a bomb in as if nothing happened but for once i think i owe it to myself to let go. I'm letting go of my mom. I'm letting go of thinking she was better person then what she actually was. I mean i guess i'm more like my mother than i like to admit, because when shit gets tough i run.

// The end

well unit i release book #2 i know ive been gone forever sorry!

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