DEH & BMC oneshots

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Some angst cause i love my children
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Its just another terrible day in school. The only thing that im looking forward to is hanging out with my best friend, Jeremy.

"Michael!" I heard my name being called, I turned around to meet my Player 2.

"Hey..!" I greeted back.

"So..I was thinking that after school we could go to the arcade and play some video games! And-" He started listing the things that we could do. I was just gazing into his blue-green eyes while he was talking, Theyre so full of life and freedom.
How did I ever become so lucky?

Yes, I do have a crush on Jeremy, If you were asking.

But who could blame me? Look how adorable he is! The way his eyes look mini galaxies, How his cheeks blush a very pinkish red, How his very brownish curly locks fall on his face.
If you mix that all together, Its a recipe for the most beautiful boy on earth.

You're probably asking, why havent I asked him out yet? Haha...I wish, I was too late..
I cant because of..

"Hey Michael! Hey Jer..!" Christine chimed in.

Her.

"Oh heyya Chrissy!" He said as he gave Chris a peck on the lips.
I watched with a smile curled on my lips.
Im not happy nor sad.

Im empty.

She took him away from me.

I wanted him.

I needed him.

Oh but I wouldnt dare break them up, Its like destiny, Theyre almost like soulmates.
I wouldnt try to force the love of my life to be with me.
It will just hurt us.

"So are you free on saturday? I need to tell you something..!" She asked him. He nodded in response.
I dont know why but it hurts.
It just hurts.
Seeing him be with someone else..
But i'll do anything to make him happy.
Even if that means he wont be mine.
"Hey Michael, I gotta go! Im gonna walk Chris to class. See ya!" With that he walked away, I just waved in response with a fake smile on my lips.
He wont be able to tell the difference.

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"Like I don't get it!" Jeremy was ranting on how cute his Girlfriend was.

"How am I so lucky to have Christine?" A smile was on my lips, a fake smile

"No one has ever loved me like she does!" I loved you..

"She was always by my side!" I was by your side..

"And plus shes always sweet, and affectionate, I feel so loved!"
I wish I was enough for you..

"Don't you agree, Micha?"

Why can you see that Im in love with you?
Why dont you notice my feelings?
Cant you see how hurt I am?
Cant you see how much I wanted you?
How much I needed you?
You were supposed to be mine.
Why don't you love me back?
AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?!

"Micha?" He said snapping me out of my depressing trance.

"Y-yeah totally!" I tried my best to hold back the tears that tried escaping my eyes. He smiled at me.
That smile.
I crave him.
I WANT HIM TO BE MINE.
But he cant..

He waved bye at me and met up with his girlfriend.
I gave him a fake smile.
They walked away together.
I also walked away, I walked towards home. Once I reached my room, I broke down on the spot.

He was mine.
But I lost him.
All I could remember was his smile.
That damn smile.
I want to see that smile everyday.
I want you to be happy, No matter what.
Oh, How would I give up everything just for me to be in your arms.
God, Im pathetic.
Maybe I could just pretend, he wont know.
Yeah, I should be happy for him.
I need to pretend.
Even if its just a

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