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2  MONTHS LATER !

JENNI POV
I am so tired . I been laying real low for  2 months . It's like damn if I do damn if I don't . I don't want this life style nomore . James is trynna make me kill my kids . He don't care about really killing the girls just Jr . I know excatly why . Jr is BIGGER than him at 20 . Shit I think he 20 . I made myself forget about them . Idk what's wrong with James but he becoming really evil . I can actually say I'm proud of myself . I'm I haven't been using . I don't wanna go back to the old me . I actually wanna get better . Get a house . Actually be a mom . My mama wasn't there . My daddy wasn't there . I been on my own . I use to be happy .  Whewwwwww especially when I had a family . They fucking hate me now. Especially Jasmine . I don't know how I got that deep in this shit that made me leave my fucking kids . I feel useless . I can't even really get mad at them for hating me I would hate me tooo. I know a lot about Big Jay nobody else knows . Everything about that man . That's why he know not to really play with me . He scared me because I was under the influence. He know the old me I use to be wild . WHEWWWW baby the old me I was doing the same shit he trynna do . Especially before I had my kids . That's how we met . He acting like he forgot my roots . I know y'all thinking how the hell I end up like this . LOVE ! BECOMING SO INLOVE WITH LOVING A MAN SO MUCH I LOST ALL MY SELFLOVE . I put up with a lot because I loved him . He cheated on me probably over 50 times . He even had a baby on me . The kids don't know shit about the boy .  I'm thinking about reaching out to them and telling them everything .

JR POV
It's been 2 months since everything happened . In these 2 months shit been going smooth . I been getting WAY more money . I handled the situation with James ass . He turned everything on Jenni . She wanted to kill us . I don't trust neither one . We dropped the "beef " . Y'all probably think I'm dumb but I'm really playing my cards right . He think we back cool . He think we homies . He been telling me hella shit . Like where his new traps at . Everything. I think he trynna set me up still so I ain't went by there . I talked my lil homie and he said they keep getting robbed so of course he want my help . Little do he know I'm the one that's been getting his dumb ass poked . Taking  the money right from under his nose . He old and slow. He want me to hate Jenni so bad idk why . He want us to be against her and with him. He getting lonely anybody could see that . He begged me to let him talk to Jada. He knew that shit was dead before he asked . I'm not finna let her get in the way of how shit been going . He could be real manipulative . We don't need Jada believing he say . And plus Baby been real happy lately . That girl strong asf bruh. Jasmine still been keeping this nigga of hers on the low . She barely even here . She not the same nomore . I feel like it's just me and Baby . D come over everyday . Even tho him and Baby together it ain't no different with our bond . I'm actually thankful he could be there for her in ways I can't .

JAMES SR POV

I been fucking up . I done fucked around and got hooked on the Lean and Xans . I been getting so high idk what's been happening. I been losing so much money . The spot been getting hit up left and right . It's probably just some thirsty lil niggas . I been talking to Jr ass . He think I forgot about the shit he did . I'm just trynna play  my cards right .I got a another son nobody know about . He just like me . He should've been my fucking JR ! I hid him because he gone be my lil puppet . At the end of the day it's me against the WORLD ! He just don't think sometimes .I know he gone do whatever tf I say.Jay think I don't know he working w them other niggas . I ain't been back to HTown since I had that hit on Jada lil ass . I didn't wanna kill the bitch I just wanted to scare them . Ig they ain't get the point . I still wanna know what nigga she was with . He definitely ain't no rookie and he know how to aim and shoot . I ain't seen this bitch Jenni in awhile . She been hiding from me . Without her the plan won't work . I want her to get back cool w him and that's when imma get him gone . He not gone ever expect it . The plan was to get Jay gone . This lil nigga make to much fucking money . I want that shit . I want the life he living . I miss being in my prime .

Sorry y'all . I haven't been updating I'm trynna get better !
If y'all have any suggestions pls comment !
Y'all y'all think gone happen next. ???

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