EP 4 - Death wish

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Soomin is blabbing about your safety while you're thinking about BTS.

"Are you even listening to me?"asks your blabbing friend.

You nod.

"Alright then, what was I saying?"

"Um.. something about safety?"you reply unsurely.

Soomin face palms, While driving. "Wow you aren't paying attention to me."says your babbling friend.

"Yea sorry" you say to your grumpy friend.

She still is babbling.

You thought it's better to focus on window, so you are just looking out, Then--

"SOOMIN STOP THE CAR!!!!" you scream.

"What!? What happened!?" Asks your puzzled friend.

"I saw him."

Saw who?asks Soomin.

"He-he Was here..." You reply to Soomin.

"Jungkook."

You saw jungkook it was him.he was running. What happened to him? is he looking for Namjoon!?

Soomin stops the car. "Wait  I will-" before Soomin completes her sentence you run after him.

"Wait for me" you screamed as loud you can.

But he didn't.

You run after him, he is going to some dark lane, and your still following him.

"Wait please, I know where Namjoon is" you say to the running man.

He halts.

You catch up your breath. "Jungkook, I know where he is please don't run."you say with all your leftover energy.

You came up to him. And touched his back. "Don't run."

But then you saw his hand. He had a .... Knife!? It was bloody!!!

"Jungkook what did you did!!!??" You ask while shaking.

"How naive of you to mistake me as someone else and following me untill in a totally isolated place." Says the man with knife.

You gulp, a chill went down your spine. If he isn't Jungkook then who is he!?

W-who are you!? You ask the man while stuttering.

"I am not any Jungkook."says the man with a bloody knife."well since you followed me up till here I have no choice... BUT KILL YOU."

"Kill me!?"

You realize everything you did today, today was first day of your high school, you met a boy with white cap, the teacher scolded you, and ... You met Namjoon, Kim Namjoon.

And you regret not listening to Soomin.

But if today you are gonna die then at least you know bts are alive.

"Well why kill so soon, right?" Says the man while holding his knife in his hands and looking at your soul.

"Let's have some fun." Says the man with a smirk on his face.

Fun!? He won't do that to me, I am better off dead.

You kicked him with all your power and tried to escape- but it was too late.

He stabbed you in back.

You fall down on the ground with a loud thump.

You are staring at him, he has a smirk on his face.

Are you dying?

Are you alive?

You closed your eyes and you don't want to open them now.

You remember Soomin, your grumpy and caring friend who was there for you when there was no one.

You remember your parents... Why are you remembering people who throw you out of your house, who left you to die.

And you remember people who showed you to love yourself, no matter how hard the situation was, they showed you that you deserve to live and you have to fight.

i don't wanna die...

"Love yourself army'' these words  are making you stronger.

"You never walk alone" these words gave you hope.

"And I purple you" the word purple and it's meaning gave you a new world.

And the word "fighting" you have to fight.

I don't wanna die...

I don't wanna die because I couldn't fight back.

Someday I will lose but it's NOT TODAY.

I DON'T WANNA DIE TODAY.

You open your eyes, and the darkness you saw earlier isn't there anymore. It's bright it's white.

Where am I ? Did I die? Is this heaven?

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