SAVE ME

EP 9- Memories

Now what will you do till she back?

"Actually I am quite thirsty." you say to yourself.

Then you look for kitchen, coming back to this place is so weird.

You get yourself a glass, and then fetch some water in it. You sit down on your kitchen chair.

While quenching your thirst, you are busy thinking about the whole situation, and what you can do to change it.

Then a idea struck your head and you almost spat out water.

"Hm, I can be a make up artist, I can paint quite good."  You think to yourself. Then you put the empty glass near the sink.

And sit down on the white kitchen chair. You take out your old broken phone and  On YouTube and search for make up tutorials.

Few minutes later.

Hm seems pretty easy I can do it can't I? You think to yourself.

You rush in your room looking for some make up, and you made  your room more messy but all you could find was a lip tint and  face cream.

"Well the girl in video had more stuff, and all I have is a lip tint and cream.." you think to yourself.

Then you remember your mom really liked makeup and getting ready, she must have some stuff.

You make your way to your parents room, the  big bright blue room, with everything organized, a small flower vase and huge closet and few work sheets.

You just look at everything, and try to form a picture of your past or your current present.

"Everything changed" you say quietly while touching the big red curtains.

You sat down on the edge of the bed and your lost in your thoughts.

"I wonder mom and dad would ever miss me, it's weird isn't it they're rich, filthy rich, yet they always treated me like a trash, if Soomin's dad wasn't there I would have been in lonely lanes." You say quietly thinking to yourself.

They have a big houses, big cars, big rings, but not a big heart. They always are too busy with themselves, they always said to me "Happiness comes with money, if you can't make money you can't be happy."

You sighed.

Bloody money.

Even though BTS doesn't know you exist they made you smile, they taught you that your worth loving, and give your life a new start, and that's why you want to save them.

28 August would've been your last day on this hell, but BTS taught you that with some love even a hell can be heaven.

And your heaven is BTS and Soomin.

People who give you happiness and love that you felt deeply was only BTS and Soomin.

Without them you probably wouldn't be able to make it.

Then you remember you have a purpose.

You have a mission.

Save Soomin and save BTS.

And you will.

You might be weak, you might not able to fight alone, but your not alone.

You have people who care about you, you have people who love you, so you will fight and protect them.

NO MATTER WHAT.

Then you get up with a new confidence and look for make up items, luckily you found alot of stuff, more than you expected.

Then you say in your mind "mom I might borrow your make up."

And run back in your room, and stand in front of the mirror, you once again watch the video, and do as she says, you take out the light pink thing, and apply it on your face, while listening to what she is saying.

While doing make up you realized something, can a make up artist be around them for half of time?

You put down your cream. And wash your face.

"I have to think about something else instead. Something better." You mumur to yourself.

You think of everything a idol needs in his life.

Makeup artist, a music producer, a dance trainer, a director for music video shooting, a mental care thing, a person to supply snacks...

You scream loudly you can't do anything like this, and even if you do you can't stay with them long enough to protect them.

Protect them?

"I couldn't even protect myself from that killer, how in the world will I protect them.." you scream.

You take a deep breath.

"This is so frustrating, I can't help them, can I? I am also underaged." You say to yourself while running your hands through your hair.

Then you jump on the bed, and cover your face in pillow, just laying on the bed not moving your body.

You sigh in frustration.

"Should I call Soo?" You question yourself.

Your  hands are searching for phone while your head is still buried in pillow.

"Ugh where is that broken shit?" You say in frustration.

You take out your head from the pillow, and look around you for a clue for phone, and you didn't see it.

"I left it near the mirror." you recall.

You want to grab it but your too tried to move, more like your lazy to move, you are extremely tried by things around you, and your so done right now that you just wanna sleep, you also haven't eaten anything in few hours.

"If that killer wouldn't have killed me I would've at least eaten Soomin's good food, and I would've been sleeping right now." You mumble.

You feel like your losing your control your your body, and your eyes are already half way sleepy.

"Maybe I will take a nap.. " you mumble tiredly.

"But I will save the-" and you close your eyes.