SAVE ME

EP 38- Accident

He never came home.

You were never able to hug him and say thank you for what he has done for you.

Because that day was the last you heard from him. You thought he was kind and the most caring person, but you were wrong. He left you and soomin alone.

How could he?

He left you both when he knew that you two have no one but him.

You stand behind your neighbour talking with doctors, you looked at the bloody bed with a pale blue body. A dead body. A lifeless body of a person you loved so deeply.

You wished this was all just in your head, but you could see the blood right infront of your eyes. And you could see the horror in the lifeless open eyes of the man in the bed.

Everything felt like a nightmare, but worse.

The coldness of his body had froze you from inside. You couldn't believe what just happened. You couldn't believe that your neighbour got a calling saying Choi Sejin was found in an accident.

Soomin internally died. Her most precious being left her and she couldn't take that in. She would cry hysterically at night when she would miss her dear dad.

Since mister choi had officialy adopted you, you went with soomin to her mom's house in Busan.

Soomin never wanted to leave seoul, because seoul was her everything. She had endless protests but everything failed. You couldn't talk with her.

Because she wasn't soomin. She was the girl who lost her everything, she was the girl who lost her most precious person. Her dear father who always had bright smile on face. Inspite of going through the worst of things alone, he had that smile on his face.

You looked at the small BT21 keychain which was once covered in his precious blood. He wanted to gift you BT21 because he knew you wanted one, but you could never asked for one.

He just know you too well.

Like how he knew you wanted a break from everything, like how he knew you were getting hurt by your own parents, like how he knew everything about you except one thing.

He didn't knew how much you needed him.

You and soomin didn't went to any school for 2 months, you would spend your time sitting and listening to BTS, while soomin would spend her time writting letters to her father which he won't ever read.

You never knew soomin was so strong. She would cry at night when you would be asleep. But she didn't shed tears infront of you. Her mother didn't liked you much, like you expected it to be.

And her husband on other hand was like a complete stranger, you had soomin and soomin had you.

There were times she yelled at you for no reason, she would even blame you that because of you she lost her father. But then she would hug you tightly and apologise.

Even you thought it happened because of you.
You wished that you could go back in time and save him. But what could a teen in her thirteen do to save him?

Save him, who has already lost the life he once had.

You two had alot of fights but in the end you two only had eachother.

Your parents? You didn't even saw their face after that incident. You never heard any calls, you didn't even know how they are. They didn't even came when they were informed that mister choi met into an accident. (Mr. Choi was Y/n's dad's School mate.)

Jisoo? She just disappeared from your life without any trace, you never knew what happened to her. You did missed her alot but there was no trace of her anymore.