SAVE ME

EP 33-October

The familiar four walls, and the familiar figures infront of you.

A lady in red dress, and the tall man were seating infront of you, it was already awkward and you were already scared.

"Do you hate me?" You asked the lady, the tall man laughed, and lady answered, "i don't hate you, I pity you."

It was a dream.

A dream that felt too real to you.

You know it was a dream because you can hear soomin's voice now.

"Y/n! Wake up! Look outside, it's snowing!!!" You hear soomin's cheerful voice and open your eyes and she drags you to window  and you see it.

The snow is falling down beautifully and caressingly and gently you see the buildings covered with snow and a small 'awe' leaves you mouth.

It's breathtaking view.

"Yay! It's snowing!" Soomin smiles brightly and look at the snow outside with glimmering eyes.

"Yeah.. it's snowing." You slowly mumble and look at the weather outside.

It's here.

October is here.

"I'm so excited to go and play in snow! And Y/n do you want to build a snowman?" She sings and grins.

You know how much your little friend loves winter and snow you are happy to see that bright smile on her face but how can you forget that someone is soon going to visit you.

"Hey soomin.. it's October you know what that means..?" You slowly ask her and she grins  "yep! Your birthday is near!" She smiles and giggles.

"No but..." You want to tell her that your parents will be there but how can you tell her something when her face has so much happiness you don't want to ruin it.

"But what?" She asks and you sigh and say "Don't go outside without warm clothes!" And you pat her head and she hugs you tightly.

"You are becoming an adult! Omg my little Y/n is growing up!" She says like a mother and you  smile at her cute face.

"Let's get going!" You smile and she nods and she says "Today we'll make some soup!" And you laugh.

But all this time did your dreams stopped? They didn't, instead they got worse than anything and now all the dreams were about your parents.

You dad suddenly scolding you for a mistake, your mom almost slapping you, The time they left you again and the time they came for you.

All these dreams are vivid and are lingering in your head since last few weeks and you haven't been able to do anything with concentration because these thoughts have been distributing you alot.

You take your phone and check the date and you slowly sigh and mumble "October 3rd.."

"The soup will get cold eat it fast!" Soomin scolds you and you smile feebly.

You are enjoying the soup soomin and you made it specially because it's snowing, and what else is better than a warm soup in winter?

"Alright!" You smile.

What will happen now that your parents are going to be there? You haven't seen them for years what will happen now?

You drove to Bighit company and you get in your place and as soon as you were about to go in jungkook drags you to dance room and you weren't able to say anything because everything happened very quickly.

You remembered they asked you to check the choreography.

"Ok so now that she's here let's show the dance!" Jimin's lips turn into a small curve and all members smile and now you had to smile too.