Psycho

12

{Allison}

As I'm walking through the hallways of my dorm I see Evan standing a bit further. He's talking to a girl. She's absolutely gorgeous with her dark brown hair. She has a pretty face and a perfect body, as what boys would say. Evan doesn't really seem interested in her, though. He's leaning against the wall, a cigarette is bungling in between his slightly parted lips. He's trying to look interested, but he isn't quite succeeding. Although I don't think the girl notices.

When Evan looks up I look away and walk to my dorm room. There I sigh and throw my keys on my nightstand. Then I lie down on my bed and grab my phone to send Asher a text.

[08.40 PM]
Hey, my mom asked if we want to join my parents and yours on a skiing holiday. I think it's a good idea. What are your thoughts about it?

[08.50 PM]
That would be nice. I think it's good for us if we spend some time together, away from everyone.

[08.52 PM]
Those were exactly my thoughts. I'll send my mom a texted that we're joining them.

[08.53 PM]
Okay. I'm looking forward to it ❤️

[08.55 PM]
Me too❤️

I put my phone away again and decide to take a shower.

Just as I want to get in the shower I hear a knock on my door. I sigh and wrap a big towel around me before I open the door. I gasp when I see Evan standing in front of me.

'Am I interrupting?' he asks as he lets his gaze glide over my body, covered in nothing but a towel.

'No,' I say. 'I was just going to take a shower. What's up?' Evan steps inside and closes the door behind him.

'I know you said you want to work things out with Asher,' he says. 'But I just can't get you out of my head.' My heartbeat is raising, hearing those words come out of his mouth.

'What about that girl you were talking to?' I ask him.

'She's not you,' Evan says as he walk towards me. 'There's something about you... I can't stay away from you.' His fingertips touch my cheek lightly and I feel my whole body heating up.

'I...' I stammer. 'I can't do this.' Evan lets his hand trail down my back, leaving goosebumps all over my body.

'I just want to make you feel good,' He whispers. 'So fucking good.' I look up to him and stare into his blue ocean eyes. I want to look away, but I can't. It's like I'm drawn towards him.

'Just let me make you feel good,' he mumbles as his lips touch my neck. I close my eyes, enjoying his soft lips on my naked skin. When he reaches my collarbone I get back to my senses and push him away.

'We can't do this,' I breathe. 'I can't do this.'

'I know you want to,' Evan whispers. His fingertips glide towards my thighs. I bite my lip to stop myself from giving in to his sweet touch.

'Evan, please,' I beg him.

'You'll come back to me,' Evan says softly before he leaves my room. As soon as the door closes I let my breath go and close my eyes for a moment to get myself together. I really need to stay away from him if I want to let my relationship with Asher work.

When I finally get in the shower I lean against the cold white tiles. Normally I would stay away from them. But my whole body feels hot and I really need to cool down.