" umm, about last night" I scratch my head " umm I don't know how to feel about it, don't get me wrong it was good but a lot of old feeling started to come up and I'm really confused" I say "I don't want to lose you again but I'm scared that if I start feeling for you to much again imma end up getting hurt" I sigh
" I get it I was torn up about it when you first left me" Oscar says
Flashback 4 years ago
Oscars POV
I watch her slam my door. Why'd I do that I hit my head on my steering wheel I feel hot tears run down my face. Why did I not say no why'd I do all this stupid shit to lose you. I break down in my red impala, I missed my princess. I sit in my car for 2 hours trying to calm down. I hate myself I think out loud, I hate how I hurt everyone and everything around me, I hate how I can't open up, I hate that I have to wear this mask 24/7 unless I was around Luna but that's over now. I put start the car and drive and drive till the sun comes up and I get a call to come handle business.
Back to the present
Lunas point of view
" but I've changed a lot since then" I say " I'm not sure if you'll feel the same towards me." Tears role down my face as I look at the fire. I don't know why the thought of losing Oscar again had me more shakin up than my ex fucking a bitch in my house.
"I can't lose you again" Oscar says
