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Everything Has Changed

Author: ItsJGFSoriano

Febuary 13, 2019, 7:35 PM

 You: Snakkeeeuuu~   Thank u for the Latte!!!

 Hyunjin: That's what you are good at, Monkey! You just want food from mee 

 You: Hmph! You are too nice for mee 

  This is my best friend, Hwang Hyunjin. I call him snake because it is his species. We have been best friends for a few years now. I admit that I like him as more than a best friend, but I am too shy to admit it because he might hate me if i did.

Febuary 14, 2019, 2:09 AM 

 You: SNAKEUUU!! U STILL AWAKE?! 

 Hyunjin: Omg Y/N u still awake? 

You: IT'S GONNA BE 2:14 YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT 

 Hyunjin: OMG RLLY I'M SETTING MY ALARM DID U SET UR ALARM 

 You: Yes, since last night Snakeu 

  This is our ritual. At every 14th day of the week, exactly 2:14 AM, Hyunjin and I say our wishes. I didn't matter if one of us are asleep at that time. Both of our alarms are on and Both Hyunjin and I always say our wish at that time and day. 

  2:14 AM 

 Hyunjin: Ok, What's ur wish Monkey? 

 You: I wanna go buy an album of our favorite group with Hyunjinnie!~ 

 Hyunjin: We'll do so later in the afternoon then! We'll go Chicken dinner too~ 

 You: Aww What's ur wish?

 Hyunjin: Hmm, I wish I could pass my exams next time ㅜㅜ 

 You: Omg you will! I believe in u! 

  But everything changed when I introduced Kara to him. She is a friend from our school.

August 10, 2019, 7:00 AM

Hyunjin: Monkeeyyy Monkeeeeeeyyyyy~ Y/N~~ 

 Me: Yes im here wat is it? 

 Hyunjin: Karaaa, She is so beautiful O cannot my hearteu 

 Me: Ahahahahha You want to get close to her? 

 Hyunjin: Omg really? TNX SO MUCH MONEY ILYSM 

  I do not know if I'll be happy or sad about it. He loves me but only as best friends. 

  August 16, 2019, 4:10 PM 

 Hyunjin: Y/N!! KARA AND I ARE GOING TO HAVE A DATE! I'M SO NERVOUS

 You: Omg really? Goodluck Jinnie uwu

  From that point on, It felt like Hyunjin is distancing away from me. 

 You: Snakeuu Buy me Iced Americano I'm craving~~ 

 Hyunjin: Ahh, Srry Y/N Im still having a date with Kara. 

 You: Ah I see, srry 

  That is not him. Even though he is busy he calls his friend to buy what I crave. 

 You: HYUNJINNIE IT'S GONNA BE 2:14 

 Hyunjin: oh i see, I can't do it i'll pass Y/N. 

  He never even missed this event, but i guess this is his 5th pass now. 

 You: Snakeuu Yuni is bullying me again ㅜㅜ 

 Hyunjin: Don't msg me rn i'm busy 

  It hurts and I also feel mad. Whenever Yuni bullies me he always comes to the rescue. When I even have just a scratch he usually takes me to the hospital. But now he's ignoring me. 

 You: Hyunjinnie, are you there?

 Hyunjin: Ahh, I'm very sorry, it's going to be our fifth monthsary with Kara. I can't message you. Next time, okay? 

  Until when will you ignore me, Hyunjin? How many sorries was that? I can't count it on my fingers anymore. Why would I feel jealous? Why would I feel mad? There was never an "us". I should have confessed earlier. You want her, You need her, but I am not her.