random thoughts

what are we even here for?

In the recent days
I feel as if something is just missing?

As i hear people chatter
about their life goals and
what they wished to be
I thought to myself

Wasn't I too like them not too long ago?

No matter what i do
I lose interest in a small period of time
I dare not evn think of
spending my entire life in a career

It's like i am the living personification of
Middle

I have felt before tat I was just merely existing
But that was when all i knew was pain
when depression was my only acquaintance

This is different
I feel like I just woke up
and now here i am clueless
amongst the world that still rushes by
Oblivious