𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 ♡

22. Akaashi - breathe ♡

♡ - WARNING : there will be mentions of mental health (depression,anxiety) so if you are sensible please skip this :)

You had finally finished your math homework with your boyfriend akaashi, you went over to his house as you would everyday to get homework done together, both of you never really liked doing the work alone, you enjoyed more helping each other out

"i think we're done for today, i should go now i'm already running late for dinner" you said standing up to get your bag which was placed on akaashi's bed, you quickly shoved your books in but you were soon stopped by akaashi's hand gripping on your wrist

"(y/n) wait..." he stood staring down at his hand gripped firmly on your small wrist

you looked at him waiting for him to continue his sentence

"why didn't you tell me" he started, you felt kind of nervous you knew what he was talking about

"w-what do you mean akaashi" you stuttered, he let go of his grip

"don't lie to me, you left a personal notebook here yesterday after you came over, ii looked through it"

your heart was pounding your hands were beginning to shake a little

akaashi moved to sit down on his bed

"the things you wrote in there..." a slight shock was shown on his face, he was truly worried for you,hell he probably wouldn't know what he would do if you weren't there

you started fidgeting with your hands quietly

"i-i just keep having those bad dreams-" you stopped feeling almost like a lump in your throat not being able to continue talking

akaashi ever so gently grabbed your hand and pulled you closer gesturing you to sit down next to him, he then shifted his position so that he was facing directly towards you

he started rubbing circles with his thumb on your hand, this made you a little less scared but your heart was still beating fast

"tell me (y/n) i'm here for you, i'm your boyfriend, i should be aware of these things you struggle with so i can make it better" he spoke in a worried manner

you looked down at your legs which were slightly trembling

"iv'e just not been well lately, my mind has been surrounded by those dark thoughts" you paused to try and slow down your breathing a little bit

"i know, it's somewhat good to at least let them out, but not on paper, you should be talking to a person that will hear you out, keep talking" he reassured you with a look in his eyes

"in school I've been treated like some kind of old piece of gum. my dad barely comes home anymore. my dreams have been getting worse, every time i sleep it's a cycle, i see all my loved ones go, right in front of me" you quietly started sobbing between each sentence

akaashi pulled you in a hug, shifting you to sit side ways on his lap, he gently massaged your back with his hands

"it's ok (y/n), i'm here, let it out" he spoke

your sobbing now became just a little louder

"let it out (y/n), i'm here for you, let it all out, breathe slowly" the gently sound of his voice went through your ear

your legs were now shaking too and you broke, you started crying out whimpers and planting your face into the crook of akaashi's neck

he hugged you tighter repeating his words of assurance in your ear, he held you tight fell back placing you on the side, still embraced in a hug lying down on the bed

every now and then he gave you light pecks on your forehead

your crying gradually volumed down as your eyes became sore and red from all the crying which led you to feel tired and quietly fall asleep in akaashi's arms

akaashi was still fully awake, he kept caressing your hair in the embrace, he took out his phone from his pocket with his free hand and texted your mother that you would stay for dinner at his akaashi's house, he shoved the phone back in his pocket and decided to just look at your peaceful sleeping face, he smiled seeing you were now more at ease

it wasn't long before you opened your eyes, meeting them with the beautiful gun blue ones your boyfriend had

"feel better?" he asked still a bit worried

"yes, seriously thank you akaashi" you gave him a soft smile and slowly reached over to him pecking his lips, this made his cheeks get all pink, he tried to hide it

you just smiled at how adorable he looked when he tried to cover up his flustered face

"well uhm, wanna eat something?" he questioned after cooling down

you nodded, you both stood up and headed downstairs into the kitchen

"how about we make some omurice?" he offered

"alright!" you smiled at him

♡ - well my uwu's spilled while i wrote this but i love my boy akaashi :,) i hope this wasn't too sad i just wanted to try a new style, kinda emotional stuff but i enjoyed writing this, well see you in the next chapter ! :)))