Warning!
If you are sad or suffer from depression, please skip this chapter. If you do read it, remember that you are loved and you are important.Why am I still alive? I should have died that day.
Nobody needs me, anyway. Everybody is better off without me.
I feel so guilty all the time... I can't cope with it anymore.
It's all my fault. My friends are sad because of me.
I should die.
Why do I feel this way? It's just a stupid caprice of mine.
I'm faking it, surely.
I'm doing it all for attention. I'm such an attention whore.
I'm so stupid, why do I keep on living?
I need to die. I can't live like this anymore.
It's too much, everything it's so hard to take.
I'm such a pity. Look at me, I look hideous.
Nobody could ever love me. I'm so stupid, I should die.
Nobody needs me, anyway. I'm just a waste of space and time.
I'm so boring and hurtful. I don't deserve to live.
I'm such a bad person. Why am I like this?
I can't do anything right.
Die. Die. Die.
Die.
Tears started flowing from my eyes, cascading on the bed. My head was in between my hands, a strong headache made me feel like I was really dying.
I could feel my heartbeat accelerating with every drop of a tear, my breath itched in my throat that burned from trying to supress the scream that wanted so badly to come out my lips.
I was having a panick attack. I opened my eyes slowly and got up the bed. I instantly regretted the decision; I felt dizzy and everything was turning black. I tried to go to the door anyway, droplets of sweat accompanied me with every step I took. Why was the room so hot all of a sudden?
Should I really do it? Should I bother her? I'm so selfish, I always think about me.
I groaned at the thought, not knowing what to do. My hands were sweaty and my cheeks damp with tears that still hadn't ceased to come out. I needed someone.
My hand pressed gently the red button on the wall. I turned around and was on my way to the bed when I fell and everything went black.
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Cure Me
FanfictionDr. Ellie Staple x Fem!Reader Warning! Contains: suicide; depression; depressive thoughts If you suffer from any mental health problems, such as depression, this might not be suitable for you. Please, seek help if needed, you are not alone.