Kinabukasan
Gulong gulo ang aking isipan.
Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Please lupa, lamunin mo na ako.
I left the cafe after I heard those words, I didn't even let him explain himself, because I don't want to hear it.
Mas lalo lang akong maguguluhan.
"AHHH!" I yelled out of frustration. This is the very first time that I felt this way.
Fuck! Anong gagawin ko?
Pasalamat nalang talaga ay wala si Miles dito.
Di ko mapigilan na masabunutan ang sarili ko.
"Yan kasi! Yan kasi Kalirea! Kasalanan mo to eh!" Sigaw ko sa sarili ko
Matinding galit sa sarili ang nararamdaman ko.
Napahiga ako sa aking kama, nakatulala at nakatingin sa puting kisame.
"Why am I even angry?" I questioned myself
"Was it really my fault?" I looked at the window, the clouds slowly passing by and revealing the sun. Suddenly it was all bright and yellow.
"Di ko na alam" I said to myself
"Tao lang naman ako eh"
"I guess it was partly my fault" I grabbed my earphones and plugged it into my phone.
I clicked shuffle, just to be fun.
Then those thought continued, to the point where I'm having an existential crisis.
Biglang nagplay and Taki Taki and its the first song na nagplay na upbeat. The thing is, kung malungkot ang kanta then malungkot din ang iniisip ko and kapag masaya naman, masaya rin ang nasa isip ko.
And when I heard Taki Taki, unang naisip ko ay ang magparty.
Agad kong naisip si Nisha at si Cheska. Mga wild kasi yun sa inuman at mahilig magparty. Namiss ko na rin kasama ang mga yun.
Kinuha ko ang phone ko at nagchat sa gc namin. Tinignan ko ang mga chat nila kagabi.
Samahan ng mga ex ni Neivan (except Nisha chan)
Yesterday
Cheska: lapit na bday ni @Kalirea
Nisha: true ka dyan sis, ano na lira?
Cheska: di yan magrereply. Nakamute tayo dyan eh
Nisha: nakakatampo talaga yan
Cheska: HAHAHA lahat naman ata ng kachat niya nakamute
Nisha: except kay Marco
Cheska: dahil alam kong magbabackread yan, may ichichika ako sayo teh
Nisha: yes bish?
Cheska: bati na sila ni Miles
Nisha: huh teka wtf? For real?
Cheska: I dont know the full story, I just saw it on Crystal's IG, yung reunion. To kasing si Lira, hindi nagkwekwento
Nisha: ah talaga?
Cheska: GANON LANG REACTION MO. Jusko lagot talaga yan si kalirea.
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RomanceWhat would you do if your bestfriend's ex came back? What would you do to convince her that he's not the right guy for her? Marco Valeron has a bestfriend, Kalirea. When Kalirea's ex came back, she's willing to give him a second chance. What would M...
