Things to read when you're sad :)

08

Again and again,

It never stops, does it?

The fluctuating emotions

Happy, sad, angry, remorseful

It captures the mind

Turns it into a show

As much as I am happy,

I have a weight on my chest

I can't breathe or speak

It hurts, I hate it all

You lied to me.

You changed.

You're not the same as before

You don't love me anymore

All you care about is the drugs and booze

They're the only time true emotions would show.

You have failed me.

You are a failure.

Who had hurt you enough to think it was okay to hurt me?

Was my birth the beginning of regret and anger?

Did you envy the thought of new life?

Did you become filled with a self-hatred in which you passed on to me?

You and I are not alike.

I will never turn into you

A promise i've made to myself.

The only promise I promise not to break.

I will never turn into someone so broken,

Broken to the point of self-hatred

Enough self-hatred to pass my pain elsewhere.

That, I will never be apart of.