double sided | noren

t w e l v e

Renjun laid in his bed. It was Saturday morning and although it was almost ten, he still hadn't gotten out of bed yet.

he stared at the ceiling, thinking about everything that had been happening. how much he missed his family, his new friends, everything happening with Jeno, the list went on.

It wasn't easy, moving to Korea all by himself, but he had to admit, there definitely were parts that he enjoyed. Chenle and Donghyuck had been the best friends he has ever had and it was also pretty fun, getting to experience a whole new country.

But of course, he couldn't forget about Jeno. It was confusing. Renjun didn't know which side of Jeno to trust. He couldn't help but feel like the Jeno that came out at home was kind of... likeable?

Just at this moment, the doorbell rang. Renjun groaned and considered just ignoring it and staying bed, but soon decided against it.

"who in the world would be awake this early?" Renjun mumbled to himself.

The boy dragged himself out of bed. still in his pyjamas, he opened the door.

"hey Renjun,"

Renjun looked up and saw Jeno standing at the door once again.

"Jeno? what do you want at this hour?" Renjun said, slightly impatiently.

Jeno couldn't help but smile a little. Seeing Renjun still looking half asleep was somehow refreshing for Jeno.

"I wanted to tell you the truth," he answered.

Renjun looked up at Jeno. "What do you mean truth?" He asked back.

"I mean like the reason for the, you know, bullying," even Jeno sounded unsure while saying his. He mentally slapped himself for hesitating.

Renjun stopped for a second and Jeno waited for a reaction.

"I don't know what you were thinking or what's wrong with you, but you've made the first week of my life in Korea miserable. And now you show up and want to apologize? And explain the truth? You're just gonna make up an excuse today and then you're gonna bully me again at school. Clearly you're not someone I can trust jeno," renjun yelled.

If renjun was completely honest, there was a part of him that did want to hear what jeno had to say. But after everything that happened at school, renjun didn't want to miss a chance to tell jeno how he actually felt about being treated this way.

"Renjun please, just give me a chance to speak-"

Renjun shook his head. "Just go. I don't want to see you again."

Seeing as the older was being completely serious, Jeno decided that it would be best just to go. He nodded and turned around, trying his best not to look back.

Renjun shut the door. He knew he shouldn't have yelled, but he couldn't resist. Jeno finally got what he deserved. Right?

Renjun nodded to himself, forcing a smile. This sure was a great way to start off his weekend.

If Jeno bullies him again at school, it would just prove his point. Jeno was an untrustworthy liar, and it was all for the best that he was hopefully out of renjun's life.

That's what renjun kept telling himself. He crawled back into bed and picked up his phone, looking for Chenle and Donghyuck in his contacts.

Maybe meeting up with his friends would help distract him a little.

"Hey wanna hang out today?" Renjun asked through the phone.

"Yeah sure, we can meet at the cafe a little later today?" Chenle answered.

"Sure," renjun agreed.

"Great! I'll tell Hyuck."

Renjun hung up and sat in bed. He knew he needed to get up, but of course it was Saturday morning. No one would want to get up this early.

He pulled the covers back over himself.

His morning routine could wait, right now his only priority was sleep.

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I have a test tomorrow and I should study but i'm procrastinating by writing this :)

The next chapter is going to be a lot more exciting I promise