BL one shots

insecure (Pharm and dean)

Lessons had been dragging and all del wanted to do was sit and talk with her friends , she loves talking to her friends because they are probably the funniest and kindest people she's ever met and she's so glad she met them, When she reaches the cafeteria and notices team sat with only manow and no pharm, she walks over to them and asks where he is but they said they haven't seen him either so del picks up her phone and texts her brother

Del: is pharm with you?

Dean: no why?

Del: well I'm sat with team and manow and he's not with us so I was wondering if he went to see you.

Dean: he's not with me so ill drive to his place and see if he's therr, maybe he's sick and forgot to tell us?

Del: yeah maybe, tell me if you find him

Del puts her phone down and joins in with team and manows conversation still worried over their friend hoping he's okay.

With dean

Dean grabs his bags in a haste, tells win he's going to check on his boyfriend which he received an eye roll for, rushes put of the library to his car and drives to pharms apartment, he knocks on the door and waits but there is no replies, he tries again and this time he hears little sniffles. He grabs the spare key pharm had given him and opens the door. He looks around the room in worry only to see his boyfriend curled up in a ball between his couch and wall, he walks quickly to the boy and pulls him into a hug, gently shushing him.

"Pharm...pharm what's wrong" dean asks scared something happened to his love

" p'dean?" The younger boys ask in a fragile voice as if he could break if dean touched him too roughly.

"Yeah pharm it's me, what's wrong" dean generally replies, picking the boy up from his place on the floor and carrying him to the bed.

"N'pharm doesn't deserve p'dean" pharm finally says letting out another loud sob

" what do you mean?" Dean says stroking his boyfriends cheek, giving it a gental kiss waiting for pharm to explain.

"N'pharm is not handsome, you deserve someone one better" pharm says looking into deans eyes to gage the reaction of the older.

"Yes n'pharm does deserve me because he is the best for me, you are really handsome, kind and you are my soulmate...p'dean loves pharm"

"But p'dean is better" pharm says slightly calming a bit at deans words

"No, pharm I love you and I wont let you go now get these thoughts out of your head" Dean says laying down next to his boyfriend and pulling him to his chest. Pharm clears his throat a few times before replying

"I'm sorry p'dean" pharm finally says confusing dean
"There's no need to apologise, just know I really love you and I worry about you, if you ever feel like this again tell me and I will do what ever I can to prove I love you and all my words are true." Dean says kissing pharms cheek again trying to reassure his boyfriend the best he can

" I love you so much p'dean" pharm replies, dean brings him closer to his chest and after a few minutes of silence dean hears soft snores and knows pharm is asleep.
"

Sweet dreams my love" Dean whispers picking his phone out of his pocket and texting win that he won't be back today, something has come up.