Jungkook woke up alone, but today the loneliness wasn't as devastating. He still felt the strong urges to isolate himself if he thought too hard about the situation with IU, but there was a stronger urge to move on and get better.
He had actively been avoiding his phone because he knew there'd be a disaster waiting for him.
He was right.
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Notification: 1/17 - 4 text messages - IU
Notification: 1/17 - 3 text messages - RM
Notification: 1/17 - 3 text messages - PD-nim
Notification: 1/17 - 4 text messages - Bangtan
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Aside from the messages, his Instagram and Twitter mentions and notifications were off the chart, as well as the fan sites and Weverse. Jungkook groaned at the idea of having to respond to anyone and threw his phone back onto the bed.
Suddenly, he remembered last night.
Y/n.
He quickly picked up his phone again, ignoring the texts still, and went to go see the photo he had posted of the two of them.
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He smiled to himself. He overlooked all the negative naysayers and thoroughly enjoyed the fact that his fans could see him with Y/n. Another vibration of his phone pulled him back into this world and out of the fantasy one in his head.
He finally decided to tackle his text messages.
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Jungkook smiled at his manager's text.
She is a very nice young lady.
The last messages he had to go through were from IU. He couldn't imagine what she could possibly want.
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Jungkook could feel his heart begin to pound with anger. He opened up his contact list and dialed IU's number, not caring about the time difference or if she was busy. She picked up on the third ring.
"Jungkook-"
"How could I? Really? How could I? I've been lying in bed, alone in my room, alone in my house. Crying by myself and getting rid of every physical memory I have of you because you decided to go make new ones with someone else who isn't me. I've been so depressed and Y/n tried to pull me out of it. Tried to pull me out of this hole I'm digging myself into over you. I still have to try to go to work, to shoot and film. I still have to try to act and function like a normal human being around my friends and family despite how much this hurts."
He breathed angrily as there was a callous silence from her end.
"Jungkook... I'm sorry.. I was jealous. I've been jealous since I saw you last. The way you were watching her when I came in. I'm sorry. I should have ended things then so we wouldn't even be here right now."
"Why are you even texting me still? What gives you the right to be jealous? Did you and your new little boyfriend get into a fight?"
"Jungkook..."
Her hesitation to answer told him everything he needed to know.
"Save it. I don't care. It shouldn't matter to you what the fuck my relationship with Y/n is. You have a whole ass boyfriend waiting for you to make up with him when I get off the phone with you. Make up with him and let me move on. You've already moved on. Leave me alone."
Jungkook hung up the phone before she could respond. That wasn't exactly how he wanted to start his morning, but it just was the way things were going in his life apparently.
