It's not like that (Bill Denbrough x Reader) (Finished)

Chapter Twelve: It's Over?

September
"I can only remember parts. I thought I was dead. That's what it felt like. Beverly tried to explain to us.
"I saw us, all of us together, back in the sewer. We were older. Like our parents ages. Beverly told us what she saw in the deadlights
"W-what-what were we doing?" Bill asked her
"I just remember how we felt. How scared we were- I don't think I'll ever forget that." She finished
Bill shot up grabbing a shard from a glass bottle that was on the ground.
"Swear. S-swear...if IT isn't dead... if IT ever comes back... we will too."
Beverly got up followed by me and everyone else. Bill then went to everyone and cut their hand. The guys winced in pain but Beverly like usual didn't even flinch. He got to me and and gently grabbed my hand, the glass dug threw the skin painfully making my bite my lip. I matched my hand onto Beverlys and Bills looking at what we all overcome.
As we all let go of each others hands silence filled the air. I let go of Bills hand and I felt cold, I knew this would be hard to tell them but I decided not to ruin such a good day.
"I have to go" Stan says to us
He looked up at Bill and "glared" a bit
"I hate you." He tells him trying to be angry but breaks into laugher with the rest of us.
Soon everyone left and it was just Bev, Bill, and me.
"Do you really have to go Bev?" I asked her
"Yeah, I'm sorry." She tells me
"But what about our girl times, and all the other weird stuff we haven't done yet?" I asked her trying to lighten the mood.
She smiled at me and begun to laugh.
My smile faded when I heard a cars horn.
"I'm leaving. My moms in jail so I'm moving in with a foster family. I didn't wanna tell you guys because I didn't want to ruin the day but I'm leaving right now." I tell them
Beverlys smile soon turns into a frown as she gets up and pulls me into a hug. I fight back tears and hug her back.
"Stay a badass Bev. I'll miss you." I whisper in her ear
I looked over at Bill who was silent. I walked over to him so I could give him a hug but he almost tackled me in one.
"I'll really miss you." I tell him as a tear falls down my cheek
"I-I'll miss y-you too." He tells me hugging me like the world was gonna end
I gave him a letter and kissed his cheek.
"Goodbye."
I made my way to my foster moms car and got in the passengers seat.
"Are you alright sweetheart?" She asked me stroking my hair
"I'm fine, just I'll miss this place." I told her fighting a cringe from the sudden touch
Bills POV
I looked down at the letter she gave me and opened it. A lighter fell to the ground as I read her note.

Dear Bill
If I gave you this then that means that I must have told you I'm leaving, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be as strong as I am now. You changed me, I like you Bill. I really really like you. Your stutter, your hair, your how soft your hands are, how much leadership you've shown, how much you've been through but how you don't let that stop you. I hope one day we can see each other again, From the moment I stopped you from falling into shit water, to when you tried to sacrifice yourself so that the rest of us can live. I like you for more reasons then that but if I listed them all then this letter would probably be over 1000 pages. I'm leaving you something as well, a small momento that always calmed me. Be who you are and be who you want to be. And hey if any problems happen I'll run to you.

Sincerely and
Forever yours
Y/n L/n
N
P.s.
I may still have that shirt you let me use

I picked up the lighter and saw a handmade engraving.

You're a lover not a loser, remember that

I looked over at Beverly and nearly cried. She sat beside me and gave me a hug.
"Tell her." She told me quietly
I pulled back and looked at her confused but then realized what she meant.
"B-bye Beverly." I told her
She smiled at me and let me run. My heart was beating so fast, my lungs felt like they were about to collapse.

Y/n's POV

She started the car and we began to drive. I looked out the side window and begun to cry. My gaze shifted to side mirror and I saw a familiar person riding a huge silver bike.
"Stop the car." I whispered
"What" She questioned leaning closer
"Stop the car for a second." I tell her again louder.
She stopped the car and I got out.
"Wait Y/N what are you doing?" She asked me extremely confused.
I looked down the road as Bill made it to the car. Before I could say anything or even do anything he pulls my waist in and kisses my lips. It felt so incredible, it was like time stopped. Like in that moment it was only me and him. He pulled away but stayed close. I got lost in his eyes and pulled him back again. This feeling is one I never want to lose. My foster mom cleared her throat making me and him s(ch)nap(p) back into reality.
"I like you too" he whispered in my ear
My face heated up and a smile stayed on my face. I pulled him in one final time before having to go.
"I'll always like you." He tells me without his usual stutter
"Always and forever babe." I said winking.
He blushed making me chuckle.
"Bye." I say pecking his lips
I got into the car and we drove off. My gaze was on the mirror till he was completely out of sight.

Looks like it was like that.

End Of Book One