The Matchmaker [YiZhan FF]✔️

-5- Good experience Part 3

-5- Good experience Part 3

The days at Zhan's house passed quickly for Yibo and now the last night was at Zhan's house. Yibo was already sad that he had to go home the next day and if he was unlucky, he would never see Zhan again.

Because Zhan told him that he was going to South Korea for a longer time. Where he will work on a huge project together with some other artists. And no one could say whether it would take six months or maybe two years.

The thought of that made Yibo's heart heavy. In the evening, when he sat on the sofa with Zhan and watched a comedy on Netflix together with him, he spent most of the time watching Zhan instead of the TV.

Yibo put his head back on Zhan's lap and reached for his hand. He wanted to spend the last hours with him as intensively as possible. But more than that, he did not dare.

He was just too inexperienced and unsure if Zhan would accept him as more than just a friend.

The feeling he had developed for Zhan in the last days was new to him, as well as the strong desire to get closer to Zhan in a physical way. He wanted to have him completely to himself. His heart and his body. And that was a completely a new feeling for Yibo.

He had never felt as close to anyone as he felt to Zhan. And he's never had such a fear of being rejected. The fear kept him from trying harder. But at the same time, the knowledge that Zhan was going away for a long time.

It was already one o'clock at night and Yibo was still lying awake in his bed. He just couldn't stop thinking about Zhan. And how much he wanted to be with him now.

He wrote to his best friend Seungyoun and asked him what he should do. In the past few days, Yibo had written his best friend everything that had happened to him and also that he fell in love with his helper.

Seungyoun wrote him: "Why don't you just go to him and try your luck? Put all on the same card and don't waste time thinking!"

"But he's going away for a long time." Wrote Yibo back.

"So you'd rather give up without even trying?" Seungyoun wanted to know.

Yibo asked himself the same question. Did he want to give up without even trying? Wouldn't he have to keep asking himself the question, what if? So he gathered all his courage and went to Zhan's bedroom.

He quietly knocked on the door and then opened it. "You Zhan, do you mind if I sleep in your room tonight?" Asked Yibo, his heart beating almost to his throat.

Zhan lifted his blanket and Yibo flitted to him and crawled into bed next to him. Zhan lay on his right side and had his arm bent under his head looking at Yibo. "Can't you sleep?" He asked Yibo and stroked his cheek.

Every touch of Zhan caused an incredible tingling sensation, not only on his skin, but also in his belly. Yibo felt his breathing become faster as he looked at Zhan on his lips.

He moved closer to Zhan and looked deep into his eyes. "May I kiss you?" He asked Zhan, who opened his eyes wide.

" What?"

"I want to kiss you Zhan."

"Is this what you really want?"

Instead of answers Yibo kissed Zhan and the feeling he had with it almost drove him crazy. Nothing else was there but this incredible and intense desire to kiss, touch and sleep with Zhan.

For minutes they kissed each other and exchanged French kisses over and over again. Yibo let himself slide on Zhan and took off his shirt. Breathing heavily and moaning softly, Yibo whispered, "I want you ZhanZhan. I want you so much."

And Zhan explained and showed him what to do next. How he, as Top, had to prepare his partner for sex so that he would not be in pain. Yibo followed everything very closely.

Impatient and full of lust, he could hardly wait to unite with Zhan. And when the time came, he was almost bursting with happiness. He slept with Zhan three times that night until his hunger for the six-year-older man was half satisfied.

Tired and completely exhausted, the two of them finally fell asleep cuddled up together, after they had cleaned themselves briefly in the shower. Yibo could have remained lying next to Zhan like this forever.

But unfortunately he had to go back home. His holidays are over and his everyday life starts again. And Zhan, yes Zhan would go away for a long time the very next day.

After the two of them woke up, they took a shower and ate the remaining rice from the previous evening and a fried egg. Yibo never left Zhan's side for a moment and wanted to enjoy every minute he had left with Zhan.

But already after the meal it was time. Yibo put on his clothes that Zhan had washed for him. But he kept the shirt that Zhan had worn the night before for himself. He wanted to keep at least one memory of his wonderful and sweet savior.

Hand in hand they went to Zhan's car and before Zhan started the engine, Yibo stole a long kiss from him. His heart grew heavy at the thought that he might not see Zhan again.

And the drive home to Yibo did not take as long as he had hoped. He hugged Zhan goodbye and went into the house. His mother greeted him and wanted to talk to him, but Yibo just walked past her, into his room, where he threw himself on his bed and cried bitterly.

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present-day

Yibo sat in his room with his knees bent on his bed. No, he would not celebrate his birthday. Never again, unless he would meet Zhan again some day and they would get a real chance for a relationship.

For Yibo it didn't matter how much time had passed, he longed for Zhan and had waited for him for a long time. But he never saw Zhan again. His heart still beat faster when he thought about the six years older man and especially about their only night together.

Once Wooseok had asked him what his greatest wish was. Yibo smiled and said, "Xiao Zhan. I wish me only Xiao Zhan."

So, what do you think? Go on with the story or not?