We went to chick-fil-a and Nessa was already there. I wanted to run up to her and give her a massive hug but I restrained myself while she caught up with Josh
Nessa: Y/n! Y/n: Nessa! Nessa: congrats on getting into the hype house She said as she embraced me into a massive hug. Y/n: thanks bebes
We were sat eating our food well... I was eating my food and then stealing some of Payton's Payton: stawwwp I giggled as he said it like a 5 year old Josh: so Payton we have something to ask you Jaden: we've been thinking about this for a while and we think that now is a better time than ever Anthony: obviously it's up to you and it doesn't have to be a full time thing Bryce: will you come live in the Sway with us?
I choked on my drink as he said that, everyone is going to think that there is a couple in the rivalling houses. Frickkk He looked over at me and I just shrugged my head to indicate that I don't mind Payton: yeah, why not He put his hand on my thigh and I put my hand over his. Payton: you okay with this? I looked over at him as I ate my last chicken nugget Y/n: yeah but- Bryce: you can move in tonight Josh: yeah you'll have the room next to mine and Jaden's Payton: sure
So much for spending time together, so I can't just have one night with him? Ughhh
The hype house people went back to the hype house and the sway people went back to the sway.
As soon as I got into the house I went straight to my room. Not because I was annoyed but because I wanted to take some cute photo's on the roof so I had to get ready.
We got a few good pictures but I only decided to post one.
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Avani: MINEEE 🖤 | all yours bb 🖤
Mads: look at you 🥺🤍 | all you bb 🤍
Charli: this is why you are my wife 🧡 | pffft says you 🧡
Addison: gorgeous girly 💜 | uno reverse 💜
Dixie: STOP BEING SO PERFECT 💚 | AFTER YOU 💚
Nessa: so she a pretty princess 💛 | nah that's you bub 💛
Payton: I- wha- how the hell did I manage to get you? 🥺❤️ | how'd I get you? 🥺❤️
After I posted I got changed again into some sweats and one of Payton's hoodies, when I heard a loud shout
Thomas: EVERYONE GET DOWN HERE!!! Alex: YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS!!! We all rushed to the living room where they had the Tv on and had some random thing playing ???: the Coronavirus is now in the US which means we will have to self isolate and it seems like many others have already started their quarantine, sadly this does mean there can be NO OTHER interactions with anyone except for the people in your household, if anyone is seen leaving their houses to go do anything other than going to the store to buy ESSENTIALS, you will be arrested. We didn't think it would get to this point but it has and sadly we must make these drastic decisions.
Everyone looked at me, Anthony and Griffin were staying here for the week anyway so EVERYONE except from me had their mans. Y/n: it's fine... I just- I ran back to my room and opened up my computer immediately calling Payton
Payton: was wrong baby? He asked a little concerned Y/n: I'm not allowed to see you, I have to stay here and you have to stay there, we can't see each other! Payton I don't know what to do! Payton: it'll be fine, we can FaceTime and call whenever you want. I could hear the hurt in his voice but he was trying to hide it. Y/n: no. I want you here! I want to cuddle up to you when I get scared and when it's not warm we snuggle and eat snacks- Payton: babe I've got to go I'll call you back Then he hung up. No 'goodbye' or 'love you'
I walked out of my room and straight to the kitchen. I took a big Ben&Jerrys ice cream and sat on the couch about to eat it when... Kouvr: Y/n your diet I looked at her Y/n: do you really think I give a fuck about my diet right now!? She paused Kouvr: I'm sorry Y/n: no. I'm sorry. You're right but I just- I don't knowww Kouvr: it's fine honestly, we all know how hard this is going to be on you I walked back over to the kitchen and grabbed another spoon and gave it to Kouvr. Y/n: it's not that, I'm just worried about Payton, I don't know how he's going to be spending loads of time away from his mom, they are really close. She nodded as she ate some ice cream Kouvr: don't worry about that, you have to focus on your wellbeing as well, make sure that you're okay before worrying about anyone else. I nodded.
My phone chimed Payton's ring tone. I immediately picked it up. Y/n: hey Payton: look I just have one thing to say okay? Y/n: okay? Payton: we can't have a relationship when all this is going on, forget it and go back to just being friends for now, once this is all over we can talk about us being something more okay? He hung up before I could say anything. I looked down at the phone before throwing it across the room.
Before even thinking about anything else I got up and went back to the kitchen taking all of the ice cream. Everyone looked at me confused Y/n: we're gonna need a lot more of this I said before I plopped myself onto the floor. I remembered that I was wearing his hoodie so I took it off and threw it across the room (I was wearing a tank top under) I put my head in my hands and leant my head back while whining into them. I then picked up my spoon and started hacking my way through the ice cream
I wasn't satisfied so I went back to the kitchen once again to get a drink. I took a bottle of wine and a glass and decided I'd have that with my ice cream. DON'T DRINK KIDS No one really questioned what I was doing and I'm guessing they already knew.
Y/n: just as you think everything is going well- I stopped and drank some more Y/n: pfft who cares, it's not so yeah! And some more Y/n: I mean I don't need a man. I have myself, yeah I can love myself, Payton can suck my dick! And some more Y/n: oh pity I didn't get to see his. Nah I bed it's an idybidy one inch I giggled That's when Thomas took the drink off of me Y/n: I will drop kick you!! Thomas: go sober up Y/n Y/n: I swear to Jesus Thomasss I will kick yo butt and make sure it huuurts Thomas: I'm not asking again Y/n: yes dad I said as I saluted him and made my way to the bedroom, which I shouldn't have done because... 3 2 1
Y/n: ughhh I hate myself! I bet I was a little game to him! That's all I was! He was gonna fuck then chuck! Ughhh he's such a dick. I hate him! I never want to see him again! Why do I do this to myself!? Please explain why I associated myself with that boy! Ughhh my head.
