What We Used to Be

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I hear a ding at the door and i open seeing alejandro and mattia . I jump on alejandro giving him a big hug  and then giving mattia one. We go inside and sit on the couches.

Mattia-guess what

You-what

Mattia- you know that girl lauren ?

you-yea

alejandro- she asked for mattias snap
you- oh , you look at mattia , did you give it to her ?

Every part of you wanted him to say no . But why? he's just your friend why were you jealous.

Mattia- hell yeah mans is about to get a pretty lady

The rest of the time hanging out with the guys you thought about lauren and mattia . Why were you this mad you should be happy for mattia. They leave and you get ready for bed and do to sleep still thinking about it.

2weeks later*

they started dating and they were actually really cute . But you were still bothered
At lunch*
Mattia comes and sits next to you and Lauren sit next to him
I roll my eyes and continue talking to Kairi
Alejandro - you guys wanna got to the mall ?
Kairi- yea we haven't been in minute
You- sure
Mattia- Lauren can you go
Lauren-yea
You- actually my mom needs me home today I can't go
Mattia looks at you
Mattia - you literally just said you would go
You- I know I forgot that she needed me home
Alejandro - your mom gets home like 2 hours after you
Kairi-yea you can literally come
You get up from the lunch table .
You- I said I'm not going
You walk out and head to leave the school
Mattia and Alejandro and Kairi come after me
Alejandro pulls my arm
Mattia-what's wrong with you
You- nothing
Kairi- then why were you about to leave the school
You- because
Alejandro - stop acting like that
Mattia- what's wrong
You- I can't say
Kairi- why ? we have been through so much together so what can't you say ?
You- I just can't say it okay
Mattia- what's it about
You look him straight in the eye
Y/n - you
Alejandro lets go of your arm
And you walk out of the school and go home
What did I just do
I go to my bed angry at myself . Why did I say that why am I so stupid mattia is happy with Lauren why did I have to let jealousy ruin that
Ugh.
U take nap and don't wake up until you hear knocking
You run downstairs and open the door it was Alejandro and Kairi .
Your smile drops to a frown as you remember what happened today
You- what
Alejandro - don't what us move out the way so we can come in
Kairi- you fucking like mattia
Alejandro - Kairi . What he meant to say is what happened today
You- I don't know what your talking about .
Alejandro - come on
You - I don't know if I like him but I do know seeing him with Lauren hurts
Kairi - oh
You- what did he say
Alejandro-well after you told him it was bout him he stood there for a while and he was like wtf what did I do Did she tell you guys anything
Kairi - basically if you do like him he's pretty clueless and hasn't gotten it
You- thank god then it's gonna stay that way
Alejandro - no what you have to tell him
You- no I don't it would be for the best if I tell him I was mad at him because, because...
Kairi- you see you cant even come up with something so just tell him the truth
You- no I'll tell him I was upset because he invited his girlfriend to our friend group thing you know how we always go to the mall just the four of us . I'll just say I was mad she was being involved and that's that
Alejandro sighed and Kairi smacked his head
Kairi - all right we gotta go to mattias.
You- what why
Alejandro- cause he wanted us to find out why you were mad so we will just tell him that lame ass excuse instead of telling him the truth
You- you better . I'll tell him the truth just not right now . With time
Kairi - if I were you I wouldn't wait around his relationship is only gonna get more serious
You- I know