What We Used to Be

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The bell rang and I headed to the girls locker room for soccer practice
I go to the field and start stretching. The guys soon come out
Alejandro and Kairi walk out with mattia
I just ignore them and practice
Coach blows his whistle and we come to the center .
Coach- this is our last practice before our first game so today I'm checking your grades to make sure you can all play . While I do that you guys are gonna line up Alvaro is gonna be goalie and your gonna kick the balls and just keep doing that over and over again
He blows his whistle and we all line up .
I don't know if the guys were just slacking off but they were only getting one In every time .
Kairi got 2
Alejandro got 2
And mattia got 1
When I went up I got all 3
Alejandro - damn
Kairi - that's my bestie
Mattia just smiled but hid it by looking down
practice was over coach handed my the keys .
Coach - it's your and Mattias day to clean up the field
Great you thought to yourself just great
You start picking up the balls and putting them in one bag and mattia starts picking up the cones
Mattia- I'm sorry
You look up
You- what ?
Mattia- for walking away from you without talking about it
You look at the ground
You- i mean their wasn't really anything to talk about
Mattia walked up to you and let go of the cones he had in his hands
Mattia- stop
You - stop what
Mattia - stop lying to me tell me the truth
You- okay . Mattia you are my bestfriend and I never thought nothing more of you up until you started dating Lauren . At first it was just this weird feeling that then turned into jealousy . And I don't know why I feel that way I just do
Mattia and you just stand there looking at each other
Mattia - I don't know what to say
Your face went completely blank he doesn't know what to say wtf
You- it's fine it doesn't matter anymore I told you and that's that
I finish picking up and head to my car
Mattia runs after me
Mattia- I don't want things to change can't it just go back to how it used to be
You look at him and look back and keep walking
Mattia- y/n please
You- I'm sorry I really am
Mattia grabs you arm and brings you into him and kisses you
You- mattia stop
Mattia- I'm sorry I don't know what I'm doing I'm just trying to fix things I don't want us to change
You just get in your car and drive away before he can say anything else
You scream in the car and then pull over and bang on the wheel and start crying
You decide you needed someone so you drive to Alejandro house since kairi was with him
You knock on the door and he opens it and sees you crying
Alejandro - what happened? Did someone hurt you ? Was it Lauren ?
You shake your head and he lets you in and you go to his room
Kairi sees you crying and pulls you into a cuddle . So your cuddling with Kairi on the bed and Alejandro is sitting right next to you guys
Kairi plays with your hair and eventually you stop crying
You- okay I can speak now
Alejandro and kairi get off their phone
After telling them everything even about the kiss
Kairi - so what are you so upset about he kissed you
You- only because he didn't want to loose me
Alejandro - how do you know
You- cause he said he still wants to be with Lauren
Kairi phone rings
Kairi- it's mattia