What We Used to Be

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i just walk out the room not being able to see mattia
kairi pov
alejandro and me answer the phone
mattias crying
mattia- i fucked up i don't know what to do
alejandro- what?
mattia- is y/n with you ?
me- she was but she left
alejandro- are you mad that you kissed her
mattia- i was just trying to fix things i don't want to loose her but inorder to do that i have to date her and i'm just - i don't even know
kairi - you want to be with lauren
mattia- it's not about lauren i mean i like lauren but she's not the problem
alejandro - than what is
mattia- i don't know how i feel about her but i don't think it in the way she wants it to be but i loose her if it's not in that way
kairi -oh
alejandro - damnnn
kairi-lets hope she ain't been listening she about to be really hurt
mattia- omg no. can you guys talk to her for me please
alejandro - okay we will
back to your pov
they were right i heard the whole thing i grabbed my bag and left before alejandro and kairi could come talk to me i just needed to be alone .
i get to my house and go to my room
i sit in my bed
and just stare at my wall
i just didn't understand why he couldn't see me in that way but he could see lauren
HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW LAUREN BUT HE KNOWS ME.
am i just not pretty enough i would never get it and it would cause me anger and pain and that is why i could not be friends with mattia
ever again .
i go to sleep knowing that my world is falling apart and i'm loosing sight of everything
few hours later *
i wake up to someone calling me
it's alvaro wtf ?
i barley ever talk to alvaro . i only have his number cause of soccer
i pick up the facetime anyway and-