What We Used to Be

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the next day I walk to school with kairi we have been really close lately when we get there he goes to alejandro and i look for mattia i see him with robert .ugh . i just got to my locker instead i finish putting everything in and mattia is still with robert wtf . I just go to alejandro and his girlfriend vic who i was really close with last year but we have no classes together this year:/ We talk there and i look over and mattia is still with robert
you- alejandro is he mad at me or something that he hasn't come to me once this morning
alejandro just looked the other way. vic slapped his arm
vic-dont be a dick
alejandro-he's mad cause you were at kairis house without telling him .
you- we're not even officially dating yet and kairi is my bestfriend i would nev-
alejandro- remember at one point he was your bestfriend too
you-alright i'll go talk to him
i walk over and say hi
mattia and robert looks over
mattia-hi
robert -yikes imma head out
you roll your eyes and look back at mattia
you-are you mad at me
mattia just stared at you
you- hello?
mattia- i-
the bell rings
mattia-look there's the bell
he left didn't give me a kiss or walk me to class
the first half of the day goes by quick at lunch you sit next to mattia and he gets up and goes to the other side and sits next to robert
all his friends were looking at me
the fuck? why was he making me look stupid i get up and go to the other side and grab his hand and pull him outside the cafeteria
you-wtf?
mattia-what
you-stop making me look stupid
mattia-i'm sorry
you-what's wrong ?
mattia-i don't like that you were at kairis the other night with just the two of you and you didn't even tell me
you -i'm sorry i honestly didn't think i have to since you know you haven't asked me out yet but i love you mattia and i promise you nothing happened at kairi because i wouldn't do you like that . and i don't like kairi . i just don't want you getting mad and acting like such a dick and making me look stupid in front of our friends and i-
he cuts off your rambling by kissing you
mattia-i love you too and i'm sorry
you kiss him again
you- maybe one more time we haven't done that all day
he laughs and kisses you again
we go back
into the lunch room
i remember my mom wanted to take us to dinner
you- guys i have to say something
mattia alejandro and kairi look over too you
you-my mom wa-
the bell rings
you-i'll just tell you in 7th
skip to 7th period *
alejandro-so what did you have to say
you- my mom got promoted and yesterday she was saying how she hasn't seen you all in a while and she wanted to take the 4 of us to dinner to catch up and celebrate her promotion .
kairi-i'm down
alejandro-yes i miss your mom
mattia-ofc
you- can you all come home with me after school ?
all of them -yea
you-okay one more thing she doesn't know anything about me and mattia . to her knowledge were still friends and i want it to stay that way
everyone nods and mattia stares at you
you- it's only cause i-
the teacher- miss y/l/n please save your conversations for later
you nod .
once the bell rang you grab mattias hand and you guys go to your locker
you- it's not cause i'm embarrassed of you or anything cause i'm not but if i tell my mom everything will change i won't be able to go over your house if it's just the two of us and you wouldn't be able to come to
mine and if we were hanging out with alejandro and kairi it would always have to be at my house and she would never leave us alone so i would rather let her think we are just friends so that you can come over and we can actually be a normal couple you say breathing after saying all of that and closing your locker
mattia laughs
you-what
mattia- you called us a couple
you blush