What We Used to Be

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The next few hours i was a mess i was crying and all over the place i felt so bad i hurt mattia . I had to tell my mom she was the only one that was gonna help me.
when she got home you went into her arms crying . You both sat on the couch and you told her everything. I mean everything
y/m- why didn't you tell me this sooner
you- i thought if i told you i was seeing mattia you would be way more strict
y/m- i love mattia, in fact i love all my boys and i would of love for you to end up with one of them wether it was kairi , alejandro or mattia
you laugh
you- wow u should of told you way sooner
y/m- go to his house before it's to late tell him you love him .
you- but how do i know i wanna be with him again
y/m- because your hurting because he's hurting . You don't do that with just friends . You were just scared earlier now go and put on a coat it's snowing
i head to mattia's house not knowing what to say. I don't know what i want but i just trust my mom . i finally reach the door . I don't even wanna knock by i do and there was no answer i knock again no answer still . Maybe it wwas a sign i turn around about to leave . And mattia was waking up his porch with his backpack on . how did i get to his house before him
mattia-y/n?
you- i came to talk but you weren't home
mattia- i stopped around ale's after walking you home i needed someone to take too
you-oh
you felt even more bad
you- i made a mistake earlier
mattia- i don't think you did
you- no i did really i wasn't thinking straight i was just scared
mattia - scared of what ?
you- of doing this again
mattia- being in a relationship really isn't that hard if you love them
you- i do love you mattia and that's never changed but i don't trust you and that's the problem
mattia- what is their not too trust me for . I don't talk to girls , i don't even look at girls , I've respected you this whole time that you wanted space, I go to school seeing how beautiful you look and i'm not even allowed to express the way i feel towards you cause that's what you asked of me and i've been trying so hard but i can't wait any longer i can't be in this much pain for so long . And i know i'm the one who fucked everything up in the first place but your the one who won't let me fix it
you- your right and i'm so so sorry, But i'm ready mattia i know i am i won't loose you and the truth is i can't see myself with anyone else but you and you hurt me bad so i'm sorry it took me longer to be sure of it. But now i know this is what i want . I want you .
mattia walked up to you and gave you a kiss
mattia- wow that felt good
you chuckled and pulled him into a hug . You were happy you listened to your mom and everything was how it was meant to be
mattia- promise me this is forever 
you- promise
You stood in his arms feeling nothing but love and happiness.

The end 🥺

A/n
really hope you liked the story . Should it have a better ending? let me know in the comments because i'll change it 🥰