What We Used to Be

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me- what?
alvaro-you got rejected
me- what
alvaro - with mattia
me- bro are you seriously call me for this bullshit i go
i hang up and go back to sleep
next morning *
IT WAS GAME DAY
i was excited but kinda mad that I have to see mattia
my mom drives me to the game and we get out my mom sits in the bleachers and i go warm up with the boys
alejandro hugged me
alejandro -how are you?
kairi -yea you left yesterday
you- i heard what mattia said i was just upset i held back a tear but i failed and a few came out
i felt someone staring at me i look over and see mattia i wipe my tears quickly and i see him frown seeing he hurt me
i look away and the game starts
skip game *
we took the dub 10-2
i scored 7 of those goals thank you very much and i assisted the other 3
my team starts cheering my name .
mattia came up to me and told me i played really good
i just smiled
my mom took me to dinner to celebrate we went home and alejandro facetimes me
alejandro - there's a party at alvaros are you going
me - i didn't even know but i'll ask mi mommmmmmmmyyyyyyy i hear someone laugh . are you with people
alejandro -mattia
i roll my eyes and my mom comes out
me -puerdo ir para una party ?
mom- si
me- gracias
alejandro-why you spoke to her in spanish
me - idk i felt like it . okay bye i'll see you there
i get ready and wear this
(insert photo )
my mom drops me off at alvaros and i go in
i see alejandro and kairi and i go to them
a hour goes by *
i head to the kitchen who to get a drink when some one pulls me into a room
me- wtf is wrong with you
mattia- sorry but i knew you wouldn't talk to me if i asked
you- what do you want
mattia- please stop being mad at me
you- i can't i'm sorry
mattia-why please give me a reason
you- i don't understand .i heard you at kairi's you said you couldn't be with me .
mattia - y/n i-
you- it's fine mattia i'm not lauren . i guess i'm just annoying and ugly and i-
mattia- stop
he closes the door and locks it
you- what are you doing ?
he puts his lips gently on yours and -