V for Vendetta x reader (abused fem)

Not One But Two

(A/N just saying I can't exactly remember the plot... so just make do.)

★*****★

You were still trying to get on top of your plan (you know from last chapter). So you were conjuring the most courage you could for the BIG first heck of a step.

"V?" You ask unsure of his whereabouts. Soon after you all for him in a cautious and shaky voice, his strong, gentlemanly tone replied,

"I'm in here~" his voice could calm the seas themselves, it's hard to believe he had ever killed another.

You take a sharp turn and see him say patiently at his desk, he seemed to be writing something with quill and parchment, maybe this man was stuck in the past for good.

"Hi, I wanted to apologise for earlier and to...umm I also wanted to tell you something... Or rather ask for something.. but you won't understand unless I tell you a bit about myself... So will you listen?" You asked, whimpering a little as he shifts in his position, he nods and says,

"Alright, and what may these systems of upmost importance, be?" He asked, tilting his mask. But before you could start talking you shiver and shake, you're face scrunched up as you tried to stop yourself from crying, tensed body and your hands clenching into fists. "Are you alright? I promise to listen, i will not judge you, y/n, trust in me~" you sniffle and nod vigorously, he places his items down on the table, gently, looks up at you, trying to take your hands in his, which in any other other case you'd find adorable.. but right now you're body felt like it was going to explode.

"I.. Uhh.. I don't think I can never mind, I just wanted to let you know, that I want to help, if i can in any way possible, let me know!-" you turn to leave as quickly as you could but you feel a hand grab your wrist and suddenly you spun around to meet the mask of V.

"V, please, I don't want to, I'm... I'm not comfortable with telling you or ANYONE about my past! It just... It takes time! Please, understand dammit!!-" the tension boils through your body and you snap your last words. You cut yourself off as you try to run away as quickly as you possibly can, but instead your taken by the wrist and spun round to face the mask of V.

"What do you want?! Please, just let me go!!" You struggle, trying to not break down before his very eyes. He holds you by the shoulders and gives you a light shake,

"It's alright" he told you, he tells you to stay put, it wasn't like you could move anyway, you were in much too much shock.

He came back with a chair and royally patterned cushion, he set out down in the seat and tapped it for you to sit. The seat was directly across from him and his desk, it was like a headmaster's office sort of relationship that he had portrayed.

"Calm down, y/n... Talk to me, I'm here, as I say, I will NOT judge.." he says, obviously wanting to know what you were holding from him.

"Alright.." (A/N of this doesn't fit a description of you just pretend it does, cuz this is what works with the story, sorry) You sigh heavily and continue, "My father was wise with knowledge, very spiritually invigorated and would achieve his goals with a sadistic hint to them. He was clever and told me much about the world, I was taught about the democratically unstable world we live in and he also taught me many a good thing about... How I'm not good enough. Never can I be." The conversation took a turn and this is where V intervened leaning on his elbows, hands perplexed beneath his chin, supporting him as he leant forward.

"What do you mean dear girl, only if you're comparing yourself or wanting the approval of one will you not be good enough" he spoke truthfully, his words brimming with wisdom. You nod slowly and say,