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The rest of the week went fast between streaming, filming and school, and before long I found myself sitting at my desk, staring at the checkout stream for my PAX tickets. There was no doubt that I wanted to go and meet the boys in person for the first time, but I found myself hesitating. Sure, I could go and hang out with the boys without doing a public face reveal, but it would be a lot more fun to be able to meet some fans, and then the whole face reveal stuff would be out of the way. But the second that I take out my phone to take a picture or turn on my webcam, my stomach drops.
Hell, I don't even like posting pictures of myself, how am I supposed to show almost a million people what I look like. If I'm not what they picture, I could easily lose a majority of my followers, and maybe even a few of my other twitch and youtube friends. The idea of a face reveal had been on my mind since Carson first brought it up and with some support from some of my friends I was starting to warm up to the idea, but it was still nerve wracking beyond belief.
Eventually, I snap out of my thoughts and purchase the ticket, taking a screenshot of the confirmation page before deciding to tweet out that I would be going to PAX without really even thinking about it.
Seeing the responses on the tweet, something in my mind snapped and I decided to take an impulsive step, making my private instagram public and tweeting out my username as well. Sure, I didn't have any pictures that very clearly showed who I am, but it was a good first step in the process of this stupid face reveal thing. '
Acting on some impulse that I had never felt before, I decided to create a private discord group chat with Carson, Traves, Schlatt, Cooper, Ted and a few others. I make sure that my camera is set up properly and test it before running off to the bathroom to fix my hair and make myself a bit more presentable. Once I was satisfied to a certain degree, I ran back to my computer and started a call in the group chat, camera on. The boys usually answered these kinds of calls with their face cams on, it was just a normal thing for them, so I was praying that they would turn on their cameras for this call specifically. The first to join was Ted, who had his camera on. He had his head turned to the side, probably talking to Madi or something, and after a few seconds he turned to face his computer straight on. I could tell he noticed me because his mouth was a bit agape and his eyes were wide.
"Woah! Face reveal time huh?" He asks with a laugh, his mouth turning into an open grin. I laugh at his reaction and watch as he pulls out his phone. Moments later I get a message in our text-group chat telling everyone to join the call with their cameras on. Watching as they all read the message, my stomach dropped again, but I told myself there was no going back, Ted had already seen me, it was time for everyone else to as well.
Next to join was Traves, who had his hoodie pulled up around his face in a little cocoon. Immediately, he had a huge smile on his face, making me smile back and easing my nerves a little bit.
"This isn't what I was expecting!" He says with a big, cute laugh. I laugh with him and relax a little bit more. Within a span of maybe thirty seconds, the rest of the boys had joined as well and took their turns staring at their screens in silence before laughing and saying something about being surprised.
"I thought that Ted wanted to show us another one of his big lion drawings." Carson laughed, shaking his head a little bit. We chatted casually for another few seconds before Cooper brought up my face again.
"You know, I didn't expect you to look like this." He says with a laugh. Not knowing what he meant with that statement, I laughed awkwardly. Apparently he can see the confusion and concern on my face, and he quickly corrects himself.
"I mean that in a good way! You're like really hot," He tells me, scratching the back of his neck as he readjusts his camera a little bit. I feel like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders and I laugh with him. This could have gone a whole lot worse. The boys stay in the call for a while before we all decide to split up and do our own things.
"We're gonna go stream some CSGO, if you want to join us we'll be on my server." Carson says, leaving me and Schlatt alone in the chat again. We stay silent and I watch as he stares down at his computer screen, and I can't help but blush thinking that he might be looking at me. He smiles at something on his screen and my heart freaks out again. Was I blushing, did he notice that I was staring at him. While I panic a little bit, he clears his throat.
"Uh, hey," He smiles into his camera and I smile back, "I'm probably going to go set up my stream, but I'm really glad you did a face reveal for us." He tells me, lifting up his hat to run a hand through his hair. I smile at my camera again.
"Oh yeah, heh, now I just have to do the same thing for the rest of the internet," I tell him with a laugh, running my own hands through my hair, feeling the pressure already.
"Hey," he says, clearly having noticed my stress, "you really don't need to be worried about that. You're really beautiful." He continues, cocking his head a little bit as he continues to stare at his screen with a smile on his face. This time I can feel my blush and I giggle a little bit, not being able to stop myself.
"Oh," I push some of my hair out of my face, "Thanks Schlatt, I really appreciate it." I watch as he smiles again, and I feel my heart melt and before I realize it, I'm shaking like a small dog out of excitement.
"No problem." He responds with a laugh, "Is it cool if I call you after I stream?" He asks, drawing my attention away from my jitters.
"Yeah that works." I say, smiling again. I swear my face was going to get stuck like this if I continued. He continued to stare at what I assumed was the video from my camera, making me feel more and more jittery and excited.
"Cool. I'll be looking forward to seeing you some more." He says with another little laugh before leaving the call, resulting in me staring at my own picture. Sure enough, there was a bright pink blush on my cheeks and my smile was the widest I had ever seen in a long time. I sit there and stare at myself for a few more seconds before ending the call.
Since when did I like Schlatt that much? Sure I would get excited whenever he joined the call and laugh a little too hard at his jokes, but since when did he give me the jitters to the point where I was shaking like a small dog and making me blush like a tomato? Oh yeah, since he called me beautiful and gave me one of the cutests smiles I've ever seen. Fuck.
I sit at my desk and hold my head in my hands for a few minutes before calming down a bit. So, I had signed myself up for a call with Schlatt in a few hours, that was enough to get my heart beating fast again, despite the fact that it was a discord call that would most likely last for less than an hour. I sit and think about it for a bit longer before getting bored and deciding to tune into his stream. I joined as he was saying something about Big Time Rush and I couldn't help but laugh a little. He was playing on his hardcore minecraft world by himself, and was currently mining in a ravine.
I watched calmy for maybe half an hour before a creeper blew him up, making him scream in rage. I couldn't help but laugh as I typed 'rip' in chat. Upon seeing my message, the rest of his chat started to talk about me being there, resulting in Schlatt's attention suddenly resting on me.
"If you think you could do any better how about you come and join my world." He asks me, clearly trying to get a rise out of me so that I would join him. I type back 'sure' before getting my own stream set up and calling him on discord.
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This chapter kind of sucked but i have plans for the next one so hopefully it will be a bit better :)

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