what's his face || bang chan

XI

𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓰 : 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽𝔂
𝓯𝓵𝓸 𝓶𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲

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Monday, September 14th, 2020
My heart hasn't stopped fluttering. I've asked Binnie to pinch me a couple hundred times to see if I'm dreaming. Nope. Not Dreaming. This is real. This is happening and I never knew it would make me feel like this. I've had plenty of crushes, but nothing has ever made me feel anything close to what I'm feeling. I can't even eat breakfast right now. I'm too excited to see him. Is he excited to see me? Maybe I shouldn't ask myself these kinds of questions. I hate self-sabotaging. I'll try to update later if anything happens ;))).

Things I want/Goals
- 9/2/2020 I want what's his face to notice me
- 9/3/2020 I want to gain self-confidence ;)
- 9/4//2020 I want to be less shy around him
- 9/5/2020 invite him to the fair
- 9/7/2020 be more...spontaneous
- 9/8/2020 stop regretting everything:)
- 9/10/2020 get him to walk me home
- 9/12/2020 make a "move" on him
- 9/14/2020 plan next date ???

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"Maybe he'll try to kiss you next" Olivia teased while bumping into my shoulder. I started to drift away from what she was talking about when I noticed people were staring at us.

"Do I have something on my face? My hair?" I whispered.

"Hmm? No. Why? Do I?"

"No...why is everyone staring at us?"

"Nobody is sta- omg why is everyone staring at us?"

"People may or may not have seen Chris' post" Changbin popped up.

"Seriously dude, where does he keep coming from?"

"So everyone thinks we're dating?"

"You could say that. Wouldn't it be nice to date the most popular guy in school?"

"Changbin, shut up" I rolled my eyes and yanked Olivia to my locker. "This is a problem"

"Is it?"

"What do you mean 'is it'?" Oh wait I actually said that.

"What do you mean 'is it'? Of course it is!"

"But...is it really?"

"We're not dating yet!"

"We soon will be" I heard as a pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind.

"Not him too"

"That's my que" Olivia laughed and walked away.

"Hey~" his raspy voice vibrated against my neck, tickling me a little.

I flirtatiously replied "Hey, handsome"

"I'm sorry if my post is causing you trouble"

"No, no. Don't worry. It was a cute gesture"

"We're throwing a birthday bash for Jisung tonight. Do you think you could make it?"

"Im sure if Changbin is going, I can go" I smiled. He then released me from his embrace and disappeared.

"What am I thinking? I've never been to a party. That's Olivia's thing"

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The final bell rang and what's his name walked me to my locker. "I hope to see you tonight"

"You will!"