Because of his Secrets [Namjin]

"You cheated..."

It was now 9:17am.

Narrator POV

--Why the fuck are we hiding?-- Namjoon said confused.

--Shhh, I'll go out first and see if the coast is clear-- Taehyung said confidently

Taehyung doesn't really care If Yoongi sees Namjoon but he was afraid Yoongi might think he brought Namjoon over to piss him off.
He didn't wanna lose the few friends he had over a misunderstanding.
So he decided to hide with Namjoon in the master bedroom.

Taehyung knew they couldn't stay there forever so he got up to see if no one was around and luckily, the only ones around were too wasted to even recognize a face.
Taehyung dragged Namjoon out of his house.

--What was all that for?--He got out of Taehyung's grip.

Taehyung saw Yoongi looking for him and couldn't think of anything to make him not see Namjoon.
He grabbed Namjoon's face and smashed his lips against his, forcibly kissing him.

--Ew, what are you doing?-- Yoongi stared at them from the door.

--One moment...-- He said, with his hands still on Namjoon's face so he wouldn't turn around.
He kept kissing him til Yoongi got tired of watching them.

--Alright, keep having your make out session. I'll be inside if you need anything...-- He said as he went back inside, leaving them alone.

Taehyung finally stopped and got in the car quickly, signaling Namjoon to do the same.

--Ok, what was all that for!?-- He got in the car, still pissed.

--I couldn't let Yoongi see you...-- He admitted.

"Why does that name sound familiar?" Namjoon thought to himself...

--You seem spaced out... Was the kiss that good?-- Taehyung said smirking, being his cocky self.

--What? No! ...Who's Yoongi?-- He said tilting his head.

--Well, Jin's boyfriend, of course...

--Jin?

--Yes. Kim Seokjin. Aka World Wide Handsome. Why do you look so suprised?

"What a small world" He said to himself.

--So you're just gonna space out forever?-- Taehyung was getting tired.

--Just drive me home.-- Namjoon said and stayed silent the rest of the ride.

Jimin POV

Where the heck is Taehyung and Namjoon?
I saw my best friend Yoongi and walked towards him to see if he knew.

--Hey... Where's Taehyung?-- I said, wrapping an arm around his shoulder.

--I don't know. Last time I saw him, he was making out with some dude but I couldn't see who it was-- He admitted.

--What!? Wait, what was he like??-- I took my arm off and stared at Yoongi with a serious expression.

--Um, I only saw his back. He had greyish slick back hair kinda. He looked familiar but I guess that's just a very popular hairstyle...

"Well that can't be Namjoon..." I thought to myself. Last time I saw him, he had purple hair.

--Oh... Well, I dont know who it is. Namjoon should still be here then...-- I said without thinking.

--Who?-- Yoongi looked confused.

Of course, I never told Yoongi about Namjoon.
Yoongi may be my best friend but I didn't want him to know about my past relationship with Namjoon.
Lets just say Namjoon wasn't really the most decent guy to present to your friends and family.
Namjoon was a drug dealer and even though he never consumed the drugs, it was still pretty illegal.
I wonder if he ever quit...
Anyways, I didn't want Yoongi to worry about me or start a fight with Namjoon and end up reporting him.

--What?-- I got lost in my thoughts...

--You were saying something about someone still being here?-- He reminded me.

--Oh yeah... Uhh.. Hoseok! Should still be around, right?

"Nice one" I thought, facepalming myself internally.

--Yeah, I think he's in the bathroom-- Yoongi admitted.

--Yeah... I'll leave now!

--W-

And with that, I left the party, leaving a very confused Yoongi.

I got inside my car, thinking of how much I would've fucked up if i hadn't invented I was referring to Hoseok.
Then I started thinking, "How come everytime Yoongi gets in a fight with Jin, he always ends up going somewhere with Hoseok?".
I started connecting the dots and it didn't take long for me to realize something: Yoongi was using Hoseok and cheating on Jin with him...

Yoongi POV

With every shot I took, Hoseok complained more.
I didn't get it.
Why does he want me to control my drinking?
We all know what people do after drinking...
Doesn't he wanna take care of me now?

--Hoseok...-- He turned his head real quick and faced me.

--Why don't you like me drunk?-- I shyly asked and his eyes widened for some reason.

--I... don't like seeing you in this state, that's all...

--Is that really all? I don't get it!-- Hoseok stayed silent.

--Why don't you want me!?-- Hoseok was getting confused.

He questioned if I was talking to him.
Well duh, who else?

Who else?

Jin...

Why does he have to be a bottom?
Why can't I get what I want?
Why am I like this?
What if I was top?
Would he like me more?
Would there be chemistry?

I was so in my thoughts I didn't realize when did I get in Hoseok's car.
He started driving but I didn't feel like talking to him.
I just pushed my seat all the way back and closed my eyes.

~Time Skip~

--We're here-- Hoseok spoke.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked out the window, wondering where we're we.
We were outside Jin's apartment.
Suddenly, my tiredness faded.
I quickly got out the car without even looking back at Hoseok.
I knew he was smiling though.
He wanted me to make things right with Jin.

Maybe I had seen wrong after all.
Maybe it was really just a misunderstanding.
Maybe he still loved me.
And if that was true...
I could finally be happy with him?

I could finally stop depending on Hoseok to heal me!
I could finally let him be free instead of keeping him to myself for my own benefit...
Damn, why do I always get so sentimental when im drunk?

I walked up the stairs hurriedly and stood there by the door.
Suddenly, I felt too scared to knock.
What if im wrong?
What if he doesn't want to see me?
Oh my God, what if the dude is with him right now!?

I panicked!
I ran down the stairs heading towards the car.
Hoseok rolled down the window and looked at me in confusion.

--I can't do this!-- I grasped my hands on the door.

--Oh c'mon, don't be such a pussy!--He said, getting annoyed or so I thought.

--Get in there and clame your man!-- He was hyping me up, after all.

--But what if he's with him right now??

--Just get in there!-- He kept saying.

--Fine...-- I wonder where I'd be if I didn't have a friend like him.

I went up the stairs again.
I took a deep breath before anything and looked down on Hoseok.
He mouthed "good luck" to me.
I smiled and faced the door again.
I knocked and waited for Jin to open the door, nervously.

When i saw the door finally open, I realized something was off...
Jin looked like he was crying all day.
His eyes were puffy and his cheeks were red, probably from previous sobbing too.
We both looked at eachother in silent and I started wondering what had happened now...
I opened my mouth to talk but Jin decided to do it first.

--You cheated...