Because of his Secrets [Namjin]

"I didn't wanna lose you!"

It was now 9:17am.

                     Narrator POV

The plane landed.
Jin started clapping til he realized no one did the same.
He felt embarrassed so he waited for everyone to exit the plane before getting out.

"Oh, sweet New York" He murmured after taking a deep breath.

He exited the airport and called an Uber to take him to the nearest hotel so he could rest there for the week.
Then he'd have to get a job which shouldn't be hard.
He's always been a chef...
"How hard could it be to find a good restaurant to work at?" He thought.

                ~One Week Later~

--Nothing! Absolutely nothing!-- Said Jin, complaining to Jungkook through the phone.

--Something will show up, Jin, you just have to be patient-- Jungkook tried to calm him down, which wasn't very effective.

--Jungkook, I've looked everywhere! I've applied at like 10 different restaurants and nothing... Am I really such a bad cook?

--No! Jin, you're an amazing, professional chef. It's just that americans work differently and some may even be racist, you know...

--I know... This sucks...

--But hey, don't you like modeling?-- Jungkook suggested.

--You really think I have a chance at that?

--What do you mean, Jin? You're super attractive! Anyone would wanna hire you as a model.

--You said the same thing about being a chef, Kook...

--I suppose I did, didn't I..?

--It's fine, I know you mean well...

--Just give modeling a try and call me if anything pops up, okay? I gotta go now, good luck!-- Jungkook hung up without letting Jin say bye.

"Man, what is up with him?" He said to himself.

                      ~Meanwhile~

--Sorry for making you wait-- Jungkook said, walking back to the living room after talking to Jin.

--It's okay, babe...

--Already giving me names? It's hasn't even been a week.-- He said, walking up to him, sitting on his lap.

--I know, I'm sorry... How should I call you then?

--I still have a name, you know...

--Jungkook is too long and it sounds too formal for me-- He pouted.

--Fine, then... Kookie?

--Cookie?

--Yep!

--...You sure you want your nickname to be a cookie?

--No! Not a cookie; The Kookie...

--...The cookie?

--Yes, exactly!

--O-okay then... Cookie...-- Neither of them realized they were talking about different cookies...

--Sooo, where were we?-- Said Jungkook, grinding on his lap.

--Well, not too far from that, for sure-- He said as he slid his hands from Jungkook's thighs up to his waist, gripping it and putting more pressure on his bulge.

--Oh fuck... Keep doing that then

--Mm, don't you want me to take my clothes off first?

--Y-yeah, that too...

                  ~The Next Day~

Jin woke up determined to try and fetch a modeling career.
It's alright, he had a whole year to achieve that.
All he had to do was be his usual "world wide handsome" self...

Gosh, who was he kidding?
He wasn't handsome at all.
Ugly, fish-looking weirdo!
That's what he thought, every single day, even if he didn't want to admit it and all his friends thought he was very confident about his looks...

He sat on his bed, thinking if he should really risk it...
Not that he had anything to lose but what if he got rejected?
It would only lower his self esteem even more...
His thoughts were interrupted once he heard his phone ring.

He could only see the phone number and he didn't think much about it til he answered.
It was none other than Min Yoon Gi.
Jin had erased his number, not wanting to do anything with him.
He was about to hang up after hearing his voice but Yoongi insisted him to stay.

--Jinnie, why did you leave me..?-- Yoongi sniffled through the phone.

--...

--I... I did everything to keep you with me...-- Yoongi said, sobbing.

--...Maybe that was the problem.-- Jin said without hesitation.

--W-what..?

--Yoongi, you... You tried too hard...

--I didn't wanna lose you!

--You idiot! You weren't gonna lose me!

--But... You were seeing someone else...

--Okay, first of all, you have no right to blame me in your position.

--...

--Second of all- -- Jin made a pause.

--What?

--How did you know I met with someone?

--Y-you told me?-- Yoongi tried to cover up the insident of the picture.

--Did I?-- Jin said, slightly raising his tone.

--...

--Yoongi...

--...Yes?

--Don't ever call me again.

--What? No! Jinnie, you can't leave me! I... I NEED U!

--Well, I dont.-- And with that, Jin hung up without waiting for Yoongi's response.

And so Jin moved on.
He focused on finding a good modeling career.
Eventually, he found it and gained popularity in no time.
He ended up becoming worldwide famous.
He could have everything.
Yet he still felt empty inside...

                     ~1 Year Later~

Finally, a year had passed.
Jin was now moving back to Seoul.
He wasn't gonna lie, he missed it alot.
He had to give up his job as a chef.
Not that he regretted becoming a model but he still missed cooking on his own from time to time.
After becoming popular, Jin couldn't do any of the things he used to do.

He had to be droven to places instead of driving on his own.
He had other chefs to cook for him.
He couldn't even go out shopping.
It wasn't the best thing but it wasn't the worst.
At least they had let him come back to Seoul after months of begging for it.
Once he got there, he knew exactly what he wanted to do first...

                      ~Meanwhile~

--Kookie- Ah, fuck! -- He panted.

--Shh, just a bit longer!-- Jungkook said, trying not to make too much noise.

--Jungkook, im close...

--Wait, im close too-

They were both about to reach their high until they heard the door open.
Jin had promised Jungkook to suprise him once he was back so he did.
And there he was, dumbfounded.
He hadn't even finished closing the door when he saw Jungkook in a very revealing position on top of...

--TAEHYUNG!?