KAYLA (͓̽𝒢𝑜𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓊 )͓̽

KAYLA 26. Confrontation

I'm here inside my room locking myself.

Soughing between my breaths.

Gon must've felt off the whole time.

I know I've done something really turning on for men like me.

I mean. Like Gon.

I mean a girl kissed you.

No a gay.

Oh God.

He's my boyfriend! Why am I worrying.

That's normal!

Right!?

" Aaaahhh!!! " I shook my head wildly as I buried my face on my pillow.

It's just. It's just, I can see Kayla's reflection on Gon's bright Amber eyes.

I feel so fake and a sham.

I mean, I really am a sham right?

Gon looks at me with respect and he's so fuckin sweet and all.

He was trying so hard to make me smile. I am happy for that.

I am happy with what he is doing. I'm happy by just his presence.

I'm just acting so silent cause I can't afford to make him much more comfortable.

Does that makes sense?

He wanted to ask about the kiss but I keep avoiding the conversation like it didn't happen between the two of us.

And also our argument about Retz Bitch!

Fuckin Retz! I'll fuck him for this.

I won't just let that slide.

*Sigh*

I turned and got myself laying on my back as I sigh constantly.

I looked at the ceiling and listened to the faint ticking of my huge, blue wall clock I rarely look at.

* Sigh *

But even if that happened. He just barged in like a fatuous person, I'm half heartedly thankful for him, I guess?

I kissed Gon.
I should've controlled myself at least!

But I'm also not regretting it though.
Not even the slightest.

I thought if I could kiss him that time it would be fine.

Like alright, and we'll just smile at each other after. Nothing serious.

But, Gon got hard from me and kissed me like giving me a free ride to cloud 9.

No doubt I was hard for him too.

If it wasn't for him I would end up sucking the life out of Gon in pleasure.

And that would turn up real bad for Gon and me.

I shouldn't have stole Milluki's collection of porn when I was 8! Damn.

I was too aroused. Everything about him is seducing me.

He's fuckin seductive from head to toe. Even Retz follows him around.

That Gay in denial bitch.

What a guy, Gon.

I smirked at myself and touched my lips.

His lips are also toothsome. Literally.

I blushed hard and jumped like a fuckin drunk person at the Disco.