calum has a crisis

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warning// this chapter is also pretty gay as well. i wanted to add that sierra, kaykay, and crystal do not exist in this world.. i don't want to disrespect them in anyway so im just gonna leave them out of it. ashton is gay, luke is gay, michael is bi, and calum is questioning.

don't forget to comment, it motivates me to make more stupid shit

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calumhood to ashtonirwin

calumhood:
HELP

ashtonirwin:
WHAT
WGAT HAPOENDN

calumhood:
I HAD SEX WITH MICHAEL

ashtonirwin:
i- to think i actually gave a shit for once

calumhood:
you're supposed to be the nice one

ashtonirwin:
isn't that luke tho

calumhood:
no
luke is the annoying younger brother, michael's the cute nerdy gamer, im the hot one, and you're the sassy but secretly super sweet and soft one

ashtonirwin:
first of all, how come you're the hot one
second, i am not soft 😠😠

calumhood:
bitch please you're babyboy material
and im hot bc i said so💅🏼

ashtonirwin:
🙄🙄
aren't we supposed to be discussing the sex you had with michael

calumhood:
oh yeah
HELP

ashtonirwin:
with what calum

calumhood:
so i cancelled my date like you and luke said to

ashtonirwin:
for the record i never told you to do anything

calumhood:
whatever. anyway i took lukes advice and cancelled my date❌ and went over to mikes house and i asked if he wanted to hang out, and he was like yeah sure. so we got kinda drunk🥂🍺and he told me he was jealous of my date😮😮 and i was like no way😮😮 and then we carried on with the convo and then one thing led to another and we kissed!!🥰💋and then he told me he loved me😮♥️ and then he fucked me🍆🍑😮😮😮

ashtonirwin:
why so many emojis

calumhood:
how else am i to express emotion through text?

ashtonirwin:
well it's annoying and i didn't read your novel

calumhood:
ashton please
im serious

ashtonirwin:
okay buddy, sorry
what's the problem?

calumhood:
i love michael too

ashtonirwin:
and that's a bad thing?

calumhood:
yes
well no but
ugh i don't know how to say it

ashtonirwin:
honey im dating luke i don't think you have anything to be embarrassed of

calumhood:
im not embrassed i just don't want to sound like a dick

ashtonirwin:
tell me before i block you and then go sleep

calumhood:
your a bitch sometimes you know that?

ashtonirwin:
you're**
now spill

calumhood:
ok

ashtonirwin:
wait wait

ashtonirwin added lukehemmings

ashtonirwin:
he'll wanna hear this

calumhood:
ASHTON NO

lukehemmings:
hello

ashtonirwin:
hi lukey

lukehemmings:
hii babyy 🥰🥰

calumhood:
stop being cute im having a crisis

lukehemmings:
what happened

calumhood:
nothing

ashtonirwin:
malum fucked

lukehemmings:
😱FINALLY

calumhood:
i hate you all

lukehemmings:
im not sure why you and michael getting together is so bad, you love him too right?

ashtonirwin:
he was getting to that bit

lukehemmings:
calum explain

calumhood:
i don't want our relationship to be like yours

lukehemmings:
thanks

ashtonirwin:
are you seriously worried about that

calumhood:
can you blame me though

lukehemmings:
yea

ashtonirwin:
honey be serious
and no i really can't blame you. if i would've known being 'famous' meant i couldn't be seen with luke in the public eye then i wouldn't have wanted it so bad.

lukehemmings:
same😖

calumhood:
that's exactly what im afraid of
i see how upset you two get sometimes when you just wanna be 'normal' for the sake of your relationship. i know you guys wanna come out more than anything.. i don't know if i could be strong enough to keep my relationship from everyone like that. especially with michael.
i love him too much to hide it

ashtonirwin:
trust me i know it might be hard sometimes but if you love michael, just be with him. it might be something you have to hide, but at least you're together right?

lukehemmings:
aw cal 🥺
and yea, i agree with ash
it gets hard sometimes, especially when it's something simple that we can't do, like hold hands when we're out walking or something. it's the worst feeling ever but when i get to be with him at home, and we can have that time to be ourselves freely it's all that matters. i also know that no one can take ash from me, and if it came down to it i'd give up this whole band thing for him. love is crazy mate, but it's worth it.

ashtonirwin:
damn you lucas 😭

calumhood:
thank you guys🥺
seriously. it means alot. love yous

ashtonirwin:
anytime cal. love you

lukehemmings:
love you calcium💋
so how was the sex

calumhood left

lukehemmings:
it always ends up just me and you

ashtonirwin:
you made me cry luke🤧

lukehemmings:
aw baby 🥺

ashtonirwin:
i just love you so much luke. i hope you know id do everything you said you'd do for me for you

lukehemmings:
i know you would. i love you too🥰
im upstairs.. come cuddle 🥰🥰

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