𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮!! 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝑇𝑆𝑈𝐾𝐾𝐼 𝑋 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐷𝐸𝑅 ☽

i'm sick of it. i hate it when he teases me. it used to be alright at first, but it's starting to get to me. i love him, i really do, but it hurts.

yesterday, he said i was stupid. i got a 5/10, while he got a perfect. i know it's a joke, but it hurts sometimes.

today, he commented on my grades. i know it isn't really that good compared to his, but it's average. i improved since yesterday, since i got an 8/10. i laugh it off, knowing i can't compete with him. i excuse myself and go to the bathroom, sobbing my eyes out.

i know it's a joke, but must it go to this extent?

i leave, my eyes slightly puffy, but not so noticeable.

"what's wrong, (y/n)?" mouths kei from across the classroom.

"a-ah..nothing." i smile, brushing it off.

kei looks at me, trying to figure out what was bugging me.

"really, it's nothing." i add.

he shrugs, and goes back to his work.

i wish i could be like him. smart, tall, attractive, funny.. he's almost perfect.

i notice tears moving down my cheek.

why?

why am i crying?

i wipe the tear off my cheek as the teacher explains something about geometry.

what's wrong with me?

why am i like this?

i sigh as i leave the class. it's finally over. me and kei sit at our usual table, talking about volleyball.

"hey. why'd you cry earlier?" asks kei, nonchalantly.

"i-i wasn't crying." i answer.

"you were. you can tell me, (y/n)." says kei.

"it's.. it's just- never mind." i say, my heart breaking every time i look at him.

"oh." kei says, resting his chin on his hand.

"i-i'm sorry." he says, looking away.

warm tears left my eyes, my body shaking and fidgeting.

"p-please, tell me what's wrong. i-i'll fix it. i p-promise." kei said, his voice shaking as he held my hand.

"i- it's nothing!" i say, letting go of his hand.

"i need to be alone for now, kei. i just- i just don't want to talk about it." i say, brushing it off.

"(y-y/n)!" he says, chasing after me.

"no, kei! i'm sorry, but us? we- we're done. i love you, but- but the way you show affection, it hurts me." i say, tears streaming down my face as the whole school watches.

i leave as kei stands clutching his shirt, wondering what he could've done.

word count: 422 words

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
sorry for the angst. i felt a bit down and i hadn't really tried writing angst. so yeahhhh lol. sorry i have been inactive for like the past week cus i had no idea what to write. (cough cough that means you should probably request)
thanks for reading! don't forget to vote and comment!
after edit: lmAo i made this sad sorry tsukki stans <3