Dead to me // Colby Brock

030 • 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗺 •

''You look so fucking good Ava!'' Brennen yells clapping his hands together as I analyzed myself in the mirror for the thousandth time today.

''I guess'' I whisper back feeling the lump in my throat grow bigger every time I talked.

''You are going to be all fine'' Andrea smiles at me flattening out my dress. I shrug my shoulders as a response, wiping my sweaty hands down the side of my dress.

''where is colby and jeff?'' I question watching as Andrea walks over to her purse. The two people I need right now is not even here helping me.

''Jeff is meeting someone I think and colby is not allowed to see you until you're walking out" Brennen answers me.

Fuck me.

''ok'' I reply back softly trying my hardest not to burst into tears.

''25 more minutes!'' a lady shouts out from behind the door. I look over at brennen who gently smiles at me.

''Do you need to shit?" He asks me causing a small laugh to escape my mouth.

''I'm sorry what did you say now?" Andrea questions reaching for a lip gloss at the bottom of her bag.

"like a nervous poo, you know?" He adds on trying to make this sentence sound less weird.

"Just shut up" Andrea laughs slightly shaking her head as she applies her lip gloss on.

"Open sesame how the fuck do you tie a bandanna" I hear a muffled voice from the other side of the door. I watch as Brennen walks over to the door before opening it to reveal Jeff struggling to wrap a purple bandanna around his arm.

"Bro" Brennen says grabbing the bandanna and tightly tying it around his arms.

''20 more minutes'' A lady says quickly walking around Brennen and Jeff at the door. I look over at Andrea who places her lip gloss back into her purse.

I couldn't move. Not because the dress was heavy but because of the heavyness on my shoulders.

''In five we have got to go'' Brennen says dusting off his pants.

''I don't know if I want to do this anymore'' I wishpear making everyones heads turn to me.

''Ava trust me its worth it'' Jeff says ''And if you end up missing the cans thats no big deal'' Andrea adds on ''Its perfectly normal to shit your pants'' Brennen says making everyone turns to look at him shaking there head.

"What with you and shit today?" Andrea questions him shaking her head.

''Guys I need you to attend to your seats'' The lady says kocking on the door. Time is moving way to fast.

Andrea places her hand on my trembling hand smiling ''You're going to do amazing I promise you'' she says before letting go and walking towards the door.

''You're going to do amazing out there!" Jeff yells fixing his tie "Always remember thats its never embarrassing to shit yourself!'' brennen adds on.

I watch as Andrea takes him by his shoulder and pushes him out of the room. ''You're going to do amazing!" she repeats walking out of the room and over to brennen. Jeff grabs the doornob nodding his head towards me before closing the door behind him.

I felt my legs start to trumble as I turned to face myself in the mirror. The more I had stared at myself the more It had became so real.

Gosh where's Colby when I need him.

I don't want to do this. I don't even belong here. Jeff seems so over me, Brennen would probaly forget who I was in the next 10 seconds and Andrea well I don't even think she remembers her own name.

I wonder what I would be doing right now if I had never answered any of Sam's text messages. Oh what I would do just to travel back in time.

I brought my attention to a window right next to me and suddenly I felt a massive rush of  adrenaline kick in.

I grab a chair from besides me before walking over to the window. I stood on the chair reaching for the window but it was useless. It felt like I was wearing twenty different layers of bedsheets on me.

"Ava?'' I hear Colby whisper, his voice laced with concern.

Once his gone I'll time again.

I walk over to the door, opening it to reveal Colby wearing an all black suit with the logo ''gucci'' printed on his front pocket. His hair was fluffed up by all the times he must of brushed his hands throught his hair and he seemed to have a purple bandanna also tied around his arm.

''Thank god you didn't pull a runner'' He laughs to himself and I smile a bit to myself. ''Me running, no chance'' I lied.

He slids himself into the room before closing the door behind him.

''Are you ready?'' He says a small smile growing across his face. I slowly nod my head not knowing what to say.

Colby places his hand on my waist and for a slipt second it had felt like everything had disspeared.

But that wasn't for to long.

''Shouldn't you be outside with everyone?'' I question him. "Nah I'm walking you out'' He smiles and all of a sudden I felt everything wash away.

He was going to be next to me.

I hear a soft sound of high heels click against the gorund coming closer and closer. "Ava we need you out now'' The lady yells before hearing her high heels disappear again.

''You ready?" Colby asks me brushing my face. "I guess'' I smile back feeling a rush of adrealine hit me.

''Lets get this'' He smiles at me grabbing my hand and pulling me into the he hallway. I smile back at him before letting go of his hand and letting his arm wrapping mine.

When we had walked down the narrow hallway I felt everything wash away from me. Nothing but happiness and excitement.

I can't believe this is actually happening.

Colby gave my hand one last squeeze as he leads me towards the back of the Arena. Tiny cracks in the curtains revealed us to see that the building was filled to the very top.

Everyone had different colours wrapped around their arm showing off the gangs that they had belonged to.

There was so much people but yet my eyes had brought me to a couple that was sitting at the very top.

The guy looked to be hiding behind a black cap and all dark clothing while the girl had her hair split died red and blue and a red and black dress paired with it. The only thing they had in common was a yellow bandanna wrapped around their arm.

The only thing that had made them stand out the most is that they looked so familiar to someone I knew.

That someone being David and Anastasia.