Undefined Amour

Part Twenty- Five

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Yerisan Sky

"I will wait. Even if the right time for us means next life, I will still wait. And by the time that we will meet again in the future, with who knows when, I'll be sure that I'm inlove with you." I could feel my stomach twitching. Parang may lumilipad na 'kung ano sa loob.

I looked at him in the eyes. He was looking at me too, looking at me deeply na para bang binabasa niya ang 'kung anong nasa isip ko sa pamamagitan ng mga mata ko.

"Timo, you don't have to..." Iwas tingin kong sabi sabay inom ng beer. Feeling the cold breeze of air...

"Anong I don't have to? Hindi ko naman gagawin 'yon ng pwersahan Sky. I'll do it because I know that it'll lead me to something... forever." Butterflies again.

I had this urge to cry, it made me scared for the future, what if along his journey of finding what he truly feels, in just a snap, he'll find it with someone and that someone is not me? Nakakatawang isipin na ideya ko ito pero ako itong takot na takot.

"B-Bakit ka naiyak?" He gently placed his cold hand on my face, wiping off every tear. I gave him a small smile.

"I'm just scared. Parang ayokong bigyan ka ng time to find yourself, pero gusto ko 'rin naman na umalis ka para sa ikabubuti mo. I'm just scared for the future, our future." He gave me assuring smile before kissing my forehead.

"Let's just trust the process." We continued talking about things, mostly nonsense, pero it made the atmosphere better. We could only hear our own laughs and voices. We drank until we were both wasted.

"Tama na inom, halika na, balik na tayo sa hotel." Akay sa akin ni Timo. He stood up sabay pagpag sa pwetan niya na puro buhangin. He picked up every can we emptied then put it in a paper bag. After that, ako naman ako pinick-up niya. He offered his hands and I gladly accepted it.

I was feeling a bit dizzy when I stood up. Parang nagalaw ang lupa tapos 'yung dagat nagsway din!

"Careful..." Natatawang sabi ni Timo nang masambot niya ang bewang ko when I almost fell on the sand. I chuckled a bit, I think I need to sober up.

"Halika na," He interwined our hands tapos ay naunang naglakad, ako naman ay pagewang-gewang na sumunod sa kaniya. Hindi ko na kaya! Hilong-hilo na ako.

"Ay shuta ka be!" Nabitawan ni Timo ang hawak niyang paper bag at agad akong dinaluhan. Hindi ko na nakaya, humiga na ako sa buhangin, parang dito ko na lang gusto matulog...

"Tumayo ka riyan! Hindi ka pede matulog diyan! Loka-loka ka!" Pilit na pagtayo ni Timo sa akin. Pipikit-pikit ko siyang tinawanan at kahit malabo na ang paningin ko ay nakita kong inirapan niya ako.

Ilang saglit kong hindi naramdaman si Timo sa gilid ko at nang bumalik siya ay napatili ako sa ginawa niya.

"Ay! Baka mahulog ako!" Sabi ko nang buhatin niya ako ng pa-bridal style. Hindi naman siya sumagot. Kumapit na lang ako sa palibot ng leeg niya at hinayaan siya sa ginagawa niya.

Tahimik lang na naglalakad si Timo hanggang sa marating na namin ang tapat ng suite na nakareserve sa amin.

"Maglinis ka muna ulit ng katawan para fresh ka na matutulog." Rinig ko na usal ni Timo, hindi ko naman pinansin iyo at mas hinigpitan ang kapit ko sa leeg niya. I leaned closer to his neck.

"I don't want to... I'm sleepy na," mahinang bulong ko na sapat na para marinig niya. Narinig ko naman ang malakas na buntong hininga niya at binuksan ang pintuan ng suite.

"Hindi pwede, manlalagkit ka. At saka amoy alak ka pa." Pangangaral nito sa akin, pipikit-pikit ko siyang tiningala, the only thing that I could see from my place is his neck and chin. I gently kissed his lower neck that made him groan.