Y/n pov
"Are y/n are you excited?" My friend Nicole shouted as we walked into the loud ass gym instantly making me cover my ears and I nodded with a slight smile knowing damn well Ian wanna come out the fucking house, Bronny walked up to us and I took my hands off my ears and listened to Bronmy as he pulled me into a big hug with me hugging back "what's wrong with you big head?" He asked in my ear and I pulled him down so I can answer him "I don't wanna fucking be here she dragged me out the damn house." He chuckled letting me go "Just chill you cool, all the boys here and Mikey here." I nodded having a feeling of relief knowing my best friend Mikey was here I just nodded sitting on the bleacher with the rest of the boys,
I was on Shareef's lap nearly sleep with my head in his neck, I had my beat pros on my head listening to calm music so my anxiety could calm down because it was too many damn people here as I looked around I started to feel myself shutter and I squeezed my eyes very tight trying to shake the anxiety away when all of a sudden everything went black.
I opened my eyes to somebody shaking me and I slowly fluttered my eyes opened "huh?" I noticed I was in a car in the backseat sitting next to Mikey, I instantly reach over to him hugging him "hey baby girl" I smiled a little "Hey Mike Mike." He chuckled because I have always called him that since we were super little, today I noticed I was a little too touchy and I don't exactly know why so I let go of Mikey slumped down in my seat sighing as he looked over at me with concern "what's wrong Y/n?" I shrugged really not knowing why in all honesty
"I don't know I just feel very odd today that's all." He nodded and I noticed that Jah was driving "hey Jah." He looked through the rearview window at me and then back on the road "hey y/n you okay, I notice you been a little off today." I nodded "yeah I been feeling kinda weird I don't know why though I was fine until I left the house." Mikey looked at me "Did you take your pills" he asked as we pulled into in n out and I just sat there and thought until it snapped into my head, I didn't take them "no I didn't fuck" I threw my head back rolling my eyes,
He shook his head "it's okay I got you." I checked the time "I was supposed to take my pills at 7:00 this morning and it's 5:31 p.m so my attack might start at 6:20 just get me a bottle of water and cuddle with, they ordered our food and Miley split his fries with me and his shake just because and I instantly started getting a headache so he let me cuddle into him until we got to the house im so Anti-depressant I'm tired at this point and im glad I got people who care for me.
