why am I never good enough? //Tony Lopez

Feelings😲

Me- Tony I heard you
Tony- I-I um I'm sorry. Its fine if you don't feel the same.
Me- I feel the same way.
Tony- so what does this mean
Me- it means I love you 2
Tony leaned in and kissed me. I obviously kissed him back.
Tony- should we take this slow?
Me- yeah just for now.
We both fell asleep cuddling each other. I felt safe and happy.

I woke up from the sun shining in my face. Tony was still asleep so I quietly got out of his grip to get ready. I wore Tony's helicopter merch with leggings. I walked downstairs to josh cooking breakfast.
 
Me- oh my gosh josh cooking? Am I dreaming?
Josh- shut up. I decided to learn when you was in hospital so I could surprise you.
Me- aww josh I love you
Josh- I love you too sis
He gave me eggs and sausage.
Me- josh these are amazing
Josh- hehe thank you
Tony- good morning
He kissed my cheek
Me- good morning
Josh- good morning. So?
He said pointing at us
Tony- she heard me.
Josh- so ya'll are dating
Me- not yet. Wait so how come you are okay with it. After everything you would think that you wouldn't want me to have a boyfriend.
Josh- well, I know Tony. I know he won't hurt you. And you guys are bestfriends so he has seen all the shitty boyfriends you have had. So I assume he won't do the same?
Tony- I would never.
Me- so when did you find out?
??- we found out when he came back from Vegas.
Me- fuck Jay you scared me.
He laughed.
Me- why didn't you tell me.
Jay- couldn't you tell?
Me- um no
Josh- girlll you are oblivious
He said in his girl voice.
Me- so what are we doing today? Being locked in a coma for 2 weeks alone with your thoughts is not good
I laughed
Tony- can we go to the fair.
Me- okay
Everyone else came downstairs.
Me- we are going to the fair by the way.
Bryce- can I bring Addi
Everyone- yes
Griffin- can I bring dix
Everyone- yes
Anthony- can I bring vani
Everyone- yes
Quinton- can I bring my girlfriend
Everyone- yes. Wait what?
Me- whose your girlfriend?
Quinton walked over to nick and got down on one knee.
Quinton- Nick Bean would you like to be my girlfriend for a day?
Nick- oh my gosh I never though you ask.
Me- boy you finna catch a case!
We all laughed.
The boys texted their girlfriends from the Hype House. They arrived in under 10 minutes.

Tony's POV
Me- guys I think I might ask Tia to be my girlfriend of the ferris weel.
Everyone- aww
I blushed. She walked into the room so we all shut up.
END OF POV

We drove to the fair. When we got there everyone decided to go the rides.
Me- I don't even know why I agreed to come I hate rides
Tony- I know you do I was confused when you said yes. It's fine I will hold your hand.
I kissed his cheek.
Bryce- let's go on the ferris wheel!
Everyone- okay.
We all cued up. It wasn't that long. When we got on we sat in twos. I sat next to Tony. We waited for the ride to start. When it was slowly spinning I held Tony's hand. I was scared of heights.
Tony- you will be fine
He laughed at me.
Me- stop laughing at meee
I pouted.
Tony- your so beautiful
I blushed and hid my face.
Tony- lemme see your face!
I hid it in his chest. When we got to the top Tony started speaking.
Tony- so I really like you and I don't want to lose you. I couldn't bear to see you in pain. I'm not gonna lie I saw you kissing Ryland and it broke me. I didn't see you pull away I walked back and bumped into jaden. I told him and then I said if you asked I felt sick so I went home.
Me- oh my gosh Tony. I said no because I didn't like him like that. Because I liked you. I didn't tell you because it's awkward between me and Ryland and if you didn't like me back we wouldn't be as close
Tony- when you said your friendship with him was awkward I thought you wouldn't like me like that.
Me- hehe we are both weird.
Tony- I can't let you go another minute without making you mine. Tia Richard will you be my girlfriend?
Me- I would love to be the girlfriend of a helicopter.
Tony- funny
We both leaned in and kissed each other. After we pulled back and I layed my head on his shoulder.  The ride finally came to an end and we got off.
Everyone looked at us.
Me- what?
Tony- she said yes
He smiled at me.
Me- ohh I was so confused
Everyone- finallyyyyy
Me- baby?
Tony- yes princess
Me- oo I love that. Can we get candy floss?
Tony- yeah sure. Race you there!
He ran off before I said anything. I walked to the trailer to buy candy floss. Tony was paying so I crept up behind him.
Me- BOO
Tony- ahhh *sarcastically* oh my gosh you scared me
Me- haha funny *sarcasm*
Tony- candy floss
He passed it to me.
Me- I could of payed Tony
Tony- women should never have to pay.
Me- and then men wonder why there broke
Tony- true hehe
We went on other rides and Tony held my hand on all of them.
Me- guys I'm tired can we go home?
Everyone- yeah same
We all drove back home.