Day 23: Depressed One

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When it start feels wrong, I wonder?

Since when I met depression and social anxiety?

Idk.

Vaguely I remember, my childhood's all good, seems nothing goes wrong.

Then suddenly, problem and another problems keep coming at me, like never-ending.

Make me want to scream as big as I can. But I can't.

Because it slowly killing my expression with saying I'm okay. Until now too.

So dumb of me to keep believe with this nice statement, "Every person has their own problems, so—".

I already tried to change my weakness, yet it didn't work either.

Egoist as heck to keep thinking, "Maybe if I can escape from my pain/weakness, and make a new story, a new page will open for me.", because I can't see my result at all.

Urgh, this's so pitiful, you know.

Too pitiful, even want to cry.

Did I must continue like this?

Suffering inside, yet act like nothing happens?

Or must I told someone about this?

But who?

To who I must talk this about?

Did they/he/she really care about it?








Or...

Might I just end this, for forever?

I don't know.

All seems dark to me.

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