*A week before the lingerie day*
Lia and Sky went to a fertility doctor is a reproductive doctor, to check if Lia can have a baby. Most sure most women can, but I needed to check and be sure. The doctor asked Lia to take blood tests and the usual. She did and today she was supposed to meet the doctor.
*Lia's POV*
I felt excited, the movie is ending and seems everything is going as planned. I took my blood test results and Sky came with me to the doctor. We entered the doctor's office. "Hi lia how are you?" He said, "Good? Is there a problem?" I asked. "We will just chat for a little, are you okay talking?" He asked as he looked at my sister, "Yes yes she is my sister." I said. "Okay, May I ask how many times do you have relations with your partner?" He asked me, "Uhh serveral times?" I said shyly. "Okay and you had before the blood test?" He asked. "Yes." I said confused. "Okay I have to be direct and honest with you." He said. "Sure?" I asked and felt the fear in my stomach. "Unexplained infertility occurs when no cause is found for a couple's inability to conceive. About 10 percent of infertile couples suffer from unexplained infertility. You can't have a baby. You are infertile. And a very hopeless case. No medicine can help you." He said, his words hurt me like a brick thrown to my face. I felt the heat in my heart and I couldn't take a breath.
"She's having a panic attack!" I heard sky shout to the doctor while coming closer to me. Then everything went black. I woke up and Sky was next to me and the doctor took my blood pressure. "I am sorry for being harshly honest, but I hope you understand." He told me as he handed me a glass of water. I stood up and Sky followed me. We went back home, "Harry must not know about this!" I said to Sky.
I could never imagine myself not being a mother. I always wanted a large family like my own. I am in my prime childbearing years. How could I not be a mom. Never! After like 2 months of the shooting and the number of scenes in the movie decreased, Harry and I began to try like many others: I was tracking my ovulation based on suggestions from the articles on magazines. I started supplements and a variety of additional vitamins. When I found out that we might not be able to conceive, I was devastated. Carrying a child, being a mother, is the only thing in life I have ever been certain of. Unexplained infertility was the diagnosis. Taking care of my body to be a mother, but later to find that my body can't do this. The most thing I wanted from life is to have a baby with Harry. And I cant!
