Harry woke up earlier than Lia, he made for her breakfast and brought it over to the bed.
*Lia's POV*
I woke up and harry made me breakfast in bed, he's the cutest. I kept having the weight on my shoulder to tell him my problem. I ate a strawberry of the pancakes be made and a sigh came out of my mouth. I felt a tear running through my face. "Harry, I need to tell you something." I said as i looked away. "I can't be pregnant. Never will and never could." I said as I went to my bag and hand him my blood tests and the doctors notes. Harry's face turned yellow and looked at me. "Honey calm down! Its not a problem I still love you!" He said trying to comfort me.
"My body is supposed to be able to bring a baby yet, fails me! I am feeling anxious, depressed, out of control, or isolated! Our chances to build a future family? Done!!! No!" I shouted. Harry said "infertility is not a disease, dont be depressed! I am with you! We can adopt, find a solution-" "THE DOCTOR TOLD ME A BIG FAT NO IN MY FACE!" I shouted. My life is shattering infront of my eyes, life crisis, my plans with harry all thrown away! I felt harry's hand around my waist pulling me closer towards his chest. I saw sobbing and shedding tears like rain. "Shhhhhh" harry said while hugging me closer. "I will never be a mom harry!" I said with a broken voice. "Why me? Out of all the women! In this whole wide world! Why me!" I continued. "All the frustration, depression, anxiety, hopelessness, guilt, and feelings of worthlessness in life; that you keep saying is nothung to me as long as we are together." Harry said. I felt a tear from his eyes on my shoulder. "If it was me who can't bring kids, would you leave me?" Harry asked. I turned and faced him, "never." I said. "So thats me also, I am stuck to you forever!" Harry said. His words are sweet but I am sure he is broken. He was so excited for a baby and me to be the mother. He wanted a piece of me and him in one soul. The birth of a kid is the beginning of a whole new phase of your relationship, and we will never have this chapter. His mom will be heartbroken. Experiencing new joys of having a pregnancy and the baby with harry, is an experience that I will never have or feel.
Harry held my file with medical records. He looked at the front page and his face looked confused. "Lia?" He said I looked at him. "These papers aren't yours they have another name, usually test results have your name and medical id. These have another name?" Harry said as he handed me the test results. I looked at them and he was right. "You mean they confused and mixed my papers with someone else??" I asked. This sparked a light of joy and hope in my heart. "Lets go to another doctor and retake the tests! I am sure there is something wrong!" Harry said as he grabbed my arm and walked out the bedroom door.
