Babysitting Homosexual Twins (Yaoi BoyxBoy) [ DISCONTINUED ]

Story 24

Wattpad's been acting funny and on browser it wouldn't let me continue my story because the, uh, writing box thingy magicy didn't appear :c I was planning to post this earlier I swear.

By the way, if you've been with me long enough, you have probably understood already that my grammar isn't perfect. New readers, get over it. Stop pointing it out, I feel retarded. Yaoi speaks all language; and my point is only to share stories. Don't compare me with native English speaker. Okthanksbyeandenjoy,ouiouibaguettemegustatúymegustabaguette

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Story 24: Everyone's a Hot Mess

"I knooow, it's grey. But this way, you know how to find me!"

At that point of time, all that crossed my mind was that nostalgic grey color. And in that second as well, my heart started racing and all the necessary memories just came bursting like a floodgate.

My indecision took over and apparently I just stood up and went out of the shop holding my own breath. Gerald called after me, but he nor the twins tried anything funny like stopping me. I should be the one stopping myself. Just like in a horror movie,...

...Why am I going towards the danger?

It was busy hour, so the surroundings outside of Carmen's were bustling with people which doesn't even stopped me from going and slamming open the mall entrance.

Don't go there, Noah.

You know it better than anyone.

"How about you and me be friends?

"We're so alike!"

WE ARE NOT ALIKE.

I mentally screamed, and quickened my pace through the parking lot. This is bad. I feel a panic attack coming. Great. Why does it have to come back now?

"See you tomorrow."

...How did that day happen?

No, why did it happen? Why did he do that? Why did I went home that day? Why did I woke up that day? Why did I trust him? Why did I like him? Why did all that happen? Why did Dad- Why did Trisa- Why did Nate- Why did Mom- Why did everyone ditch me? Why am I even here? Why am I still here? Why is he here?

Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here. Why is he here.

"It'll be okay."

YOU LIED.

NOW LOOK AT ME. I'M A MESS.

I gasped to catch my breath and all I was doing was interrupted when somebody bumped to me. Normally, it would do no harm but because of my dizziness, I thought I almost fell over. I clenched a handful of my hair and forcefully tried to calm myself down, looking up to the source of voice who asked, "Are you okay?"

My panic attack washed down. My thoughts are slightly still jumbled up but I do recognize the person. It was Ashley.

"...Ash?..."

"Didn't thought I'd see you here". She made a smile full of concern and helped me stood straight. Gosh, how long has it been since I talked to her? I was still a little heartbroken by her indirect rejection but I decided to wipe that off my head because either way, we were really great friends and losing her would be quite a downer.